Hi! Idk what to write but it's pretty late so I am just gonna keep it short and sweet. 
 

i am still a bit sick. I cried today knowing that there's not much job openings and i feel like failure. I did get some progress as well but it feels like a progress and a setback at the same time. Why most of internships are unpaid ? Just because we want to learn to work doesn't mean that you don't appreciate the hardwork of someone because they haven't officially start working yet.
 

amazingly, i am fine now. I watched a couple of inspiring IG live by one of my church friend (he's an oppa btw.. but not my boyfriend) and i learned a lot from him. I feel at peace eventhough a bit nervous for the job fair tomorrow. Hopefully there will be many companies as well.  
 

i am nervous, positive nervous (nervous in a good way), but hopefully everything will be okay. Still a bit stressed by the school fee but trying hard not to think about it too much orz 

i'll log off now. Calming myself reading some fanfics and then going to bed. Sleep tight everyone!