Hi everyone, I am sorry I didn't update last night. I was pretty busy and pretty tired, but quite productive. Corona has starting its 4th wave here, and it is pretty crazy. Everything is starting to close as well. So I am pretty nervous. I am always nervous for the new week. I don't know why. 

I hope you all had a great day! It's weekend. Can take a breathe or two. 

What I learnt today was connections have limits. I know one guy at church working in the company that I applied to. But he says, he cannot help me, because he doesn't know the HR team in the program that I will be applying to. I am sorry that I cannot disclose the company, but it is a foreign company here in Japan. I nearly feel frustrated. But I feel calm at the same time, because I believe that God will open the door for me. But yeah, patience is also bitter and the "fruit" we'll got is gonna be sweet. It's just, waiting is not my forte and err neither being patient so I am still working on that. 

I am still studying Japanese as well, and might spending Golden week (yes in Japan there is a holiday for one week, every year, marking the start of summer) alone and start preparing lighter clothes now since it is almost april. Oh my goodness, it's almost May as well.. where did the time has gone by? It's nice that we can look forward to holiday as well, but will I be able to find ads for new job openings ? 😩😩 I am just even way too scared to start the week. Welp, it's already starting (right now the time is 00:01)

I also got some brownies from my pastor! It was delicious. The weather was nice. Sunny but a bit chilly, and I can't stand cold well, maybe in a way I'm like my dad. Tbh, there's not much going on, so yeah. 

So yeah, that's all from me I guess.  It's the start of the new week, so always keep your chin up and start your day! You can get through this... 

I am sorry that I haven't been able to post often, but I'll try to post whenever I can. 

See you again! I'm out for now ! xo