I was looking at my old writing the other day and it's honestly so cringy that I might possibly die from all the embarrassment of knowing that I once shared them on this site LOL. but you know, I'm proud of writing such cringy lines so I'll share them in this blog ;;;v;;;
 

1) What Love Is 
-LuhanxOC fanfic
-Written around May 2017
 

First things first, just the fact that the title is 'What Love Is' makes me embarrassed. I was a pro at generic titles back then. There's also the fact that the cover for that is disgusting now that I look back at it. (and tbh I remember myself being so proud of making that cover.... it was like my favorite graphic I've ever made orz orz) The story itself wasn't actually the WORST, just very cliche and generic, but there's one line that makes me want to puke. 

Love is supposedly “to have a strong affection for someone, which can be combined with a strong romantic attraction”.
This was the love she felt for Luhan, and it felt stronger than whatever she experienced in the past.

I literally quoted Oxford Dictionary there. TvT I can even remember myself searching up "define love" and copying and pasting it from oxford. Have no idea why I thought that was a good idea, but apparently, I did. And then there's also this line.... 

For a few moments, they stared at each other, but Luhan laughed quietly, answering, “No. I just wanted to touch your face.”

Do I even need to explain to say how terribly creepy that line was? Reasons why I drafted the story lol. 

 

2) This Loveless Romance
-ChanyeolxOC (with some Sehun???) fanfic
-Written around April-September 2017
 

When I was writing this story, I barely knew anything about AFF (and was just getting into EXO too lol), so I thought that fake relationship (which was what the story was about) was the most original thing that could possibly ever be written about. I was clearly very, very wrong. With that in mind, I decided that it was going to be about this girl named August who was some government spy (??? don't ask me what I was thinking) who wanted Chanyeol, some 16 yr old boy, to be her boyfriend because she needed to spy on him (?????????? literally doubting my sanity). But then she was also going out with Sehun who was her real boyfriend (???) and apparently Chanyeol's backstory was some sort of kid who used to work for the government and killed a lot of people (??). 
 

No idea why I thought that was a good idea back then. 

But anyways, onto the lines... 

“You’re Park Chanyeol, right?” The tallest one, most likely the leader, demanded.
No reply.
“That’s him!” Another one piped up. “I saw him with August.”
No reply.
“We’re members of the August Fanclub. Since you’re not with her anymore, we don’t have to worry about hurting her feelings if we harm you somehow. So now, we’re taking revenge for the fact that you tried to be her boyfriend.”

... the more I look at the line..... just... I really want to go back in time and ask myself what I was thinking?? If it was a crack story, maybe that'll be explainable, but the thing is, I was completely 100% serious when writing the line and genuinely thought it was a good idea. oml. 

And that's about all I can dig up for now for the stories I've posted on AFF. :D Share yours in the comments? idk I'm curious to see what other people have been writing in the past. improvement is honestly so fun to watch.