So, I have this ebay window open for like almost a month now with a pink BTS Young forever sweater I want to order but

You know, my monbebe side is taking the tall of me and I found this really sweet Monsta X sweater with all the names on, but I chose I.M since we're the same age, so even if I'm slowly slipping out of the diamond life called Kpop I could still wear it

but so is the Young Forever shirt, I'm so torn, please help me ;~;

P.S. BTS' names are all listed on the back of it

***insert huge cry emoji***