Despite the title that sounds like a goodbye message, it's not. To be honest, these past few days was like a stormy gale wrecking my life left and right. I felt I have become completely absorbed into these 'hobbies' to the point it drains out my energy. For those who know me, you might know that when I do something, I really put all my efforts into it to the point me and some friends wonder why I am so into it because it tires me out. It was that moment where I questioned "What am I doing with my life? Why am I singing? Why am I writing? Isn't this useless?" The root of the problem was because these things that started out as a hobby slowly became some kind of part-time job for me and I lose my focus on the main reason why I am doing it.

But then... Like the bright sunrays that appears behind the clouds after the storm, I started rereading some of the comments all of you have ever written for me about my stories or covers. And I read things such as it being inspirational, how it made you happy, encouraged you to try writing/singing yourself, made you value friends and family more & etc. Suddenly, all my doubts and stress disappeared after remembering the effect it has on others. As cheesy as it sounds, making others happy makes me happy~ Hahahahaha.. And knowing that what I am doing can have a positive influence in your life in some way or another is enough motivation for me to keep going. Be the light in your darkest hours~ (With collabs, I am not sure how happy it has made you, which is why I have still decided to stop anyway XD)

So from the bottom of my heart, I thank everyone on AFF who has ever talked to me, read my stories, or who sung with me & etc. You are the reason I keep going. For those who reads Back in a K-Drama, I posted a new song in the recent chapter. Truthfully, the lyrics was written with you guys in mind though I adjusted it to fit the context of the story. But I do thank you for being by my side, and for your support and encouragement, which you may have done unconsciously. Guys, this is why I love reading comments, they have THIS much impact on me. Once again, thank youuu~~~ <3333

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Say it once, say it twice, or a million times
You are here, by my side, never leaving once
Without you, my life can’t ever be complete
You are everything that I need

Holding hands, closing eyes, standing side by side
Looking up, head held high, no I won’t back down
Together, you and me, facing every day
Running to a new horizon

The world keeps spinning
The people keep blaming
But in the midst I know I got you

For the joy that you bring
Carrying me on your wing
Knowing you are my light, you are the reason I sing
I’ll let you know, oh I need you so
Without you my love, I would be gone
So here is a message from my heart
Thank you for loving me

Readers, does it change your mind a little now you know the truth behind this song? XD

" In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven." - Matthew 5:16