ASDFGHJKL OMG I'M SO ANGRY AT MYSELF.

UWARGHHHHHHH I WANNA- UWAHHHHHH *FLIPS TABLE*

 

I have no idea what is wrong with me. If you follow my blogs you should know that I went for BTS' The Red Bullet concert earlier this month. Yesterday I went to the bookshop and bought a paper box to store all my kpop things (there isn't that much, just 3 albums i bought last year from my trip to Korea, a few banners and photocards from the concert and my unofficial lightstick).

 

When I went home, i threw all the things into the box, and yeah I didn't really throw it in. I have slight OCD so everything must fit properly into the box. I took out all the brochures and maps I brought back from Korea and put it into the box as well. (I can't believe I found confetti in my bag when I came back from the concert. that went into the box as well)

 

THEN, I REALISED THAT THE CONCERT TICKET WASN'T THERE.

 

OMG I RANSACKED MY BAG AND MY ROOM AND THERE'S NOTHING THERE!!!!

 

TRBinMY was on the 6th of June, I went for my cousin's wedding in another state on the 8th, and prom was on 13th (my friends and I booked a room in the hotel to prepare before prom and stay the night after prom so we didn't need to rush home). I used the same backpack for all three events.

 

Thing is, I don't remember taking out the ticket out of my bag, but I know I definitely did because I distinctively remember that before I went to prom, my bag was empty before I shoved all my clothes into it. For the wedding, I was indecisive over which backpack I had to take because we were travelling to a different state. I ended up using the same backpack I used when I went for TRBinMY.

 

OHHHHH MY GOODNESSSSSS.... how is it that I could forget about keeping the ticket in a safe place?! I even hung up the photocards onto my corkboard, what did I even do after fetching my friends home from the concert?! I went home, showered, sent the photos and videos to my friends, hung up the photocards (given out by various fanbases, it was scary, i didn't fight for it my friends did), then I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID NEXT OMG WHY WHY WHYYYYYYY

 

Okay I'm completely at fault here.. my table was still messy courtesy of exams that just ended two weeks ago and I'm so lazy I didn't even sort it out properly.. it was an.. orderly mess, if you get it. just not orderly enough for a ticket because it decided to vanish off the face of the Earth.

 

now i'm just wallowing in my frustrations at myself because that was my first concert ever..

 

[25.06.2015 | 1723]

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giirl_shine
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Aww dear, don't be angry it happens to all of us ( even me I lost my first ticket too :( it was for Eric nam event ) so try to calm down . I know you must frustrated now and wanting to smash everything but calm down think probably if you can find it , if not you have your memories and pictures from the first Concert to remind you of it :)