so much for the plans i had for my stories once summer started. i feel like ive been emotionally taken advantaged off(?)

i won't spare the details of what caused it (just generally friendships that i need to re-consider if its still not working out or maybe take a break from), but i won't be able to update my stories that much over summer. Reason being my unstable state of emotions at the moment, I don't even feel like writing anything. Reading other people's stories used to cheer me up but now the more I read the more frustrated I get because seriously, I can't with human interactions.

I don't open up easily. But after doing so, that trust had been so easily taken for granted. Even after ranting and one of them assuring me that I need to trust them and open up, which I did, but nothing's changed.

tip to any one reading this, please, just because you're figuring things out with someone you are "having a thing with", doesn't give you a legitimate excuse to sudden change the way you act to your other friend/s who have been around longer (especially not after they've emotionally broken down in front of you for that reason +told you about it already)

so yes until i've sorted my life out, i can't write anything. I really want to, but nothing's coming out.