WARNING MENTION OF SUICIDE AND BULLYING Tao... Huang Zitao was his name. I remember now, Tao, he had dark bags under his eyes. I called him a panda, kung-fu panda because of that. *Xiutao 5 years ago* "Yah! Stop that!!" A voice yelled as Do Kyungsoo, a bully, raises his fist to punch me. He immediately put his fist down and ran away, soon I see someone with black hair and dark bags bend down in front of me. I close my eyes expecting to get punched, but I get surprised when a soft hand comes and my cheek "Don't be afraid. I won't hurt you. I just want a friend... I'll protect you I promise." The voice says as he removes the hand and puts a bandage on my cheek where I got wounded. "Tao. Huang Zitao is my name! Tao for short. Let's be friends! What's your name?" Tao asks checking the rest of my wounds. "Minseok. Kim Minseok. Or Xiumin in Chinese. I'm 11 turning 12 tomorrow" I respond quietly. "Ah you're my ge! I skipped a grade because they said that the work in 5th grade was too easy for me... I'll call you Baozi-ge! Since you remind me of a steamed bun... Such a shame they did this to your cute face..." He says putting bandages on my wounds. "Why do you wish to be friends with me?" I ask twitching my eye as Tao blows on a cut. "Nobody wants to be friends with me... They're all scared since I know wushu." He says down heartedly. I give him a hug "I'll be your friend as long as you promise not to hurt me or leave me!" Since that day we would always stay together. He would protect from bullies. One day hepassed me a note during class telling me to meet him at the gym during break. I went to the gym waiting for him in the middle... I get up, sweating and breathing hard. I look at the clock 5:30 AM. I decided to go to school to see if I would remember something.I get ready for school with a throbbing pain in my head probably from remembering too much. When I get to school it was empty, I go to the gym trying to see if something will come back to my memory. I was standing in the middle waiting for Tao, but what happens next why can't I remember? What was it? Is it somethin- my thoughts get interrupted by a back hug. I look back to see Baekhyun. "Hyung what is it?" I ask. He says softly"Minseok-ah. Would you believe me if I said I loved you? I know that you just moved here, but we've been together a lot and I've just gained interes- Minseok? Kim Minseok!" I fainted. *Flashback* "Minseok-hyung..." Tao says giving me a back hug. "Hmm?" I respond having a bad feeling about this like someone is watching. "Would you believe me if I said I loved you? To be honest I've been watching you since you were in 3rd grade. You're very nice and cute, thanks to you I've been enjoying school and I want t-" "Aww isn't that sweet the strongest kid in school is so sweet!" Kyungsoo yelled