Dear Diary,   Today, I was pedaling on my bike to the hospital after school again.   As I was chaining my bike onto one of the bicycle poles in front of the hospital, I became lost in my own thoughts.   Who would I choose?   It was already October and it had been around ten months since that fateful meeting with Taecyeon Oppa.   I liked Taecyeon Oppa, but I didn’t know if it was just a crush or not.   And I used to have the biggest crush on Wooyoung Oppa, but I didn’t know if that was just puppy love, hence the ‘used to’.   I finished chaining my bike and stood in front of the hospital’s main entrance.   I stared at it, wondering if the hospital had some sort of meaning.   Was meeting Taecyeon and having a crush on Wooyoung both destiny? Did God plan all this out?   *Please help me make the right decision.* I prayed to God in my head. *Please.*   I inhaled, mustering all of my courage, and pushed the hospital doors open, as I did everyday.   Suddenly, a force pushed me from going into the hospital. They pushed me back outside, in front of the hospital.   I opened my eyes to face a group of girls. I moved to the right to pass them and go to Taecyeon Oppa’s room.   However, they moved right as well, snickering.   I became confused, but moved to the left in another attempt to pass them. They moved again to the left.   I furrowed my eyebrows and stared at them as they smirked back.   “Can I help you?” I asked as politely as I could, staring them right in the face.   One spoke up. She looked like a snob – excuse my language – and  she constantly chomped on her bubble gum, making a popping noise with every bite.   “Can I help yo