all this medicine. all teh love and pain fills the air. and the way you look at me. . the way you look at me. i can't forget it. the wallpaper reeks of disgust. the pictures on the wall fall and glass gets thrown all around us. you take my hands and mumble apologies  but i can't fully comprehend what you're saying. what do you want to say?  what do you want me to do now that it's ending. i needed you. my lips hurt. cant you tell? cant you see how hurt i am? my swollen lips should be enough but you bite the apple until we're both filled with poison.