Sehun felt like . Emotionally at least.

He was upset because when he woke up the next morning he found Jongin’s bed unmade with other things on it, signs that the older male had in fact been home. And Sehun missed his chance. The redhead couldn’t help but scold himself. Really idiot, you couldn’t stay up until he came home? He sighed and got out of bed. He decided to wear all black to reflect his sad mood. He zipped up his hoodie up and put on his beanie, moving his fringes out of his face completely. He put his laptop in his bag and walked out his room.

At the same time Sehun saw Zitao walk out his room too. The blonde beamed seeing his friend, “Hunnie! Are you ready?” he asked as he walked over to the younger. Sehun gave a small smile and nodded. Zitao instantly frowned feeling something was off. “Hunnie are you alright?”

Sehun shrugged, “Yeah I’ll be alright Taozi. Let’s just go to class.” Zitao knew Sehun was lying but he left it alone for now. “Alright.”

And this was how Sehun acted for the rest of the morning, dejected. He stay quiet throughout his class, deciding to just pay super attention and take notes in silence. And this made Zitao worried but he could tell from his demeanor, Sehun wasn’t ready to talk about it yet. When it was time for lunch Sehun ended up telling Zitao to go to the lunchroom by himself, with Zitao saying “You better tell me later what’s going on with you.” which he replied with a lazy wave. He didn’t want Luhan to start questioning his depressed mood so he wanted to avoid the cafeteria. So he went back to his room and grabbed his dancing clothes along with some of his other class books and walked out. He decided to relax in the nice weather outside in the courtyard.

It was full of students walking around, eating, or lounging around. Sehun managed to find an abandoned tree and sat down. He pulled out his phone and headphones and blasted anything. Ironically it was a sad song and Sehun could only roll his eyes and pout. The world was slowly making fun of his mood. He changed the song to something happy and closed his eyes. It had been a while now and he was enjoying his silence when he felt someone tap his forehead. He opened his eyes and was surprised to see Chanyeol standing in front of him. He pulled off his headphones and stared at the older male, “Hyung?”

“What are you doing out here Sehun? You’re usually inside by now.”

“Ah, I just felt like being alone. Needed a break ya’know?” Sehun lied through his teeth. Chanyeol seemed to be taking what he said in when someone yelled out “Sehunnie~!” Chanyeol and Sehun looked over to see Hoseok and someone else walking towards them. Chanyeol turned back to Sehun, “I guess you know him so I’ll just leave you alone. Hope to see you tomorrow.”

“Sure hyung.” He watched the platinum blonde walk away and Hoseok finally made it over to him. “Who was that?”

“My brother’s friend.” Sehun turned to Hoseok. “Hey Hobi and…” Sehun trailed off as he stared at the pink haired male next to the older. “Oh!” Hoseok grinned with bright eyes as he grabbed the stranger’s hand. “This is Yoongi!”

Sehun’s eyes widened, “Oh! Hi hyung.”

Yoongi gave a small smile, “Hey, Hobi’s said a lot about you.” Hoseok blush in embarrassment. “I have not.”

Yoongi gave him a pointed look. “Babe, everytime I ask you how class went you go straight to talking about Sehun and now recently, his crush.”

Sehun choke on his spit and blushed wildly, “You do WHAT?!”

“Yoongi! He wasn’t supposed to know!” Hoseok slapped his boyfriend’s shoulder before turning to Sehun with a guilty face, “He’s blowing it out of proportions. I only talked to him about it once, I swear!” The redhead groaned and the brown haired male got on the ground and hugged him. “Don’t be mad Sehunnie~”

“I’m not~ now let go.”

“Yeah you’re being too touchy Hoseok.”

That made Hoseok pull away from Sehun and give an are-you-serious look at the eldest. “You’re being jealous again.” He stood up grabbing Yoongi’s hand, “Babe I’m Jung Hoseok- the skinship . You knew the deal the moment you decided to date me.”

Sehun couldn’t help but feel warmth looking at them. He watched as Hoseok gave Yoongi a quick peck, Yoongi muttering something under his breath that made Hoseok laugh. The oldest sighed out loud before looking at his watch. “I have to go, I need to record some more.”

“Alright, just don’t stay in there all day again.”

“Yes Ma’am.”

“Oh shut-” Yoongi kissed him and Hoseok instantly forgot the name calling. “Text me.”

“Okay.” Yoongi turned to Sehun and smiled. “I’ll see you around Sehun.”

“Alright, bye.”

Hoseok sat down next to Sehun and sighed as he watched his boyfriend leave. Sehun smiled at him, “You guys are cute together.” Hoseok scoffed and leaned onto Sehun, “I would hope so after four years of dating.” He looked up at the younger, “How’ve you been? You seemed a little off when I spotted you.”

“God damn you and your sixth sense.”

Hoseok chuckled, “Seriously tell me what’s up. We got time before dance, I’m all ears.”

The redhead stayed quiet before softly speaking, “I took your advice and planned on seeing if I had a chance with Jongin.”

“Really?! So is he bent or straight?”

“Why must you say it like that? Saying gay is perfectly fine and I don’t know. I haven’t seen him since Saturday afternoon.”

“What??”

“He stayed with his friend saturday night and when I got home after dancing with you yesterday I fell straight asleep. When I woke up, his stuff was on his bed. So I missed my chance.”

“Ah… Well you can always find out today. There’s no reason to rush it.”

Sehun let out a whine and rested his head on the other’s shoulder. “I didn’t want to wait though~ I just wanted to know now and forever hold my peace...”

Hoseok shrugged, “Well things got delayed, it’s not like you got rejected so there’s no reason to be upset. Just ask later tonight when you’re together.”

Sehun lifted his head and smiled at his hyung, “You’re the best Hobi.”

Hoseok smirked and shrugged. “I try. Anyways we gotta go to class, you got your stuff?”

“Yeah.” Sehun got up and helped Hoseok. “Let’s go.”

Their walk wasn’t long. It took them less than 5 minutes to get to the studio. Since they were the first ones there they decided to start stretching. Quickly students started to flood in along with Eunhyuk. Jongin was the last to come inside and he quickly found Sehun and Hoseok. He gave a bright grin as he walked over to them and Sehun felt his heart swell for a second.

“Hey guys.” The tan brunette looked at Sehun apologetically. “Sorry I wasn't home. Taemin asked me to stay to help him think of dance number ideas. And when I got home you were asleep so I didn’t want to wake you.”

The redhead shrugged acting like he didn’t care, “It’s alright.” He could hear Hoseok sigh behind him and gave him a pointed look. Jongin didn’t seem to notice and smiled. “Well after school he wants to meet you, is that okay?”

“Yeah that’s fine. I’ll have to shoo Zitao away but that’ll be easy.”

“Great!”

“Alright let’s get class started. Don’t forget the evaluation is this friday.” Eunhyuk shouted.

“I’ll meet you in the room.” Jongin whispered before going to his spot.

Sehun numbly nods before Hoseok muttered. “Boy you’re really good at this.”

“Shut up!”

---

“Why are you avoiding me today?!”

“I’m not avoiding you Zitao. I just have plans with Jongin.”

Zitao let out a whine. “I should be above him. I’m best friend status, you just started to like him!”

Sehun sighed for the last time and gave Zitao his infamous blank face. “As my best friend you should be fine with this and not threatened.”

The blonde opened his mouth but nothing came out. He clenched his fist in the air and groaned, “Fine! I’ll see you tomorrow!”

Sehun said nothing and watched his friend fuming away. He shrugged and went to his dorm room. He walked inside and Jongin just walked out the bathroom. “What did I say about being topless?”

“You like it.”

“No Jongin, just no.”

“Okay okay don’t get your in a bunch, I’m getting my shirt now.”

Sehun put his book bag down and walked to his closet, “I’m going to pretend you didn’t say .”

He heard Jongin laugh and felt a tickle inside. “So when do we meet Taemin?”

The tan brunette sat on the other’s bed and leaned against his hands behind him. “In like 30 minutes.”

That made Sehun whip his head at Jongin gapping “That early?!”

“Yeah,” Jongin smirked, “so you might want to hurry up.”

Jongin got his laugh for the day as he watched Sehun frantically get ready.

---

The first thing Sehun noticed as he stepped inside the building was the smell of fresh brewed coffee. Jongin walked inside and stopped behind him, letting Sehun feel his warmth. He decided to ignore that and asked, “Where’s Taemin?”

Jongin looked around the cafe before he smiled, “Over there.” he grabbed the younger’s hand and led them to the man in question seated in a table near the counter. He was slightly pale and had raven hair. When he saw them he smiled and stood up. “Hey guys.”

“Hey Tae, this is Sehun. Sehun, Taemin.”

Sehun gave small smile, “Hi.”

“Hey, Jongin has said a lot about you.”

That made the redhead look at the brunette suspiciously, “Did he now?”

“Only good things!” Jongin was quick to reply. Taemin chuckled and sat down, the two following him. “So Sehun, I know you’re dancer but what style do you like?”

“I like Hip-hop and street dance but I studied contemporary too.”

“Ah~ really now! We’re the same then!”

And it seemed from there the ice broke. Taemin and Sehun got along just fine, completely engrossed in their conversation. Jongin stayed quiet in his seat next to the redhead with his head popped on his hand. He watched in amusement as Sehun laughed at Taemin’s ridiculously corny jokes, his eyes turning into crescent and covering his laugh with his hand.

Jongin felt happy. He was happy they got along. And he was happy just watching him be happy.

---

“Taemin is super cool.” Sehun said with a light in his eyes as he watched Taemin drive away in his car.

Jongin just stared at him weirdly before going to his bike. “Don’t go catching feelings for Taemin, he’s got a boyfriend- and he’s buff as .”

“Taemin isn’t my style. He’s just cool people.”

“Ah really now?” Jongin mocked holding out Sehun’s helmet.

Sehun smirked and grabbed it. “Really. But he’s similar to it…” They both got on Jongin’s bike and Jongin laughed, “I could never like someone like Taemin as a lover.” Sehun suddenly felt bad, was Jongin implying something? “What do you mean?” he asked quietly.

Jongin didn’t think of it and shrugged. “He’s too similar to me. I’ve known him since we were kids so I could never see him as something more. My style for a boyfriend is different.”

My style for a boyfriend- “Oh you like guys?” Sehun tried to hide his surprise (disguised happiness) at the news. Jongin just blinked at him, “You didn’t know?”

That made younger male roll his eyes, “No Jongin that wasn’t apart of our introductions.”

“Are uncomfortable with that?”

“Why would a gay guy be uncomfortable with another gay guy?”

The tan brunette stared at him owlishly for a moment before he laughed. “I guess you’re right. We’re gay buddies now.”

Sehun wrapped his arms around Jongin’s back resting his head on his shoulders. “Yeah don’t go around saying that please.”

The older male chuckled and his motorcycle. “Yes Princess.”

“What did I say about calling me that!!”

I'M SO SORRY I TOOK OVER MONTH TO UPDATE!!!!!!!!! 

I had no internet all of that time. If you saw me around it was because I use my phone to go on the website (read, comment, reply, etc.) but I don't update with my phone so the chapter was just sitting on my google docs (I also use the app on my phone to type wherever i go) forever but i finally have internet again! So I made this chapter a little longer as an apology!

AND THE MAMAS!! GOT7 & BTS collaboration- UGH I DIED!!! EXO looking like they are having fun for once!! I'm happy IKON, TWICE, and Red Velvet got awards. Those were the groups i was rooting for them most (But im so happy both EXO and Bigbang got 4 awards. That SeungrixSehun moment tho~) I know a lot of people are salty about some things as I am too (which i wont rant) but i still enjoyed the performances.