For knowing that I will never forget the pain, it’s my mistake I must look like such a fool, for knowing that I’ll get hurt but not wanting to let go Though everything is my fault even then, it’s okay As long as you are here always forever Please forgive this kind of me The me who loves you   SNSD Mistake Lyrics 2010       Samsung Medical Center Gangnam, South Korea September 5 2011   SM idols just arrived in Seoul after SMTOWN's 2011 3 days Tokyo Dome Tour. Tiffany together with Jessica, Yuri and Sunny immediately headed to the hospital after receiving a call from Taecyeon that Nichkhun fainted and starts shivering during one of 2PM's practice yesterday.   The girls carefully enters the building hoping that none of pesky medias are following them. They brought in with them some fruits and snacks so they have something to devour while chatting with the guys.    Tiffany nervously knock on the white door which was opened by JunSu, or commonly know as Jun.K.   "Oh girls you're here?", he didn't expect them to be on the hospital this time around. The girls stand awkwardly in front of him before he let them enter the room.   The room is empty except for Nichkhun who's laying on the hospital bed with a dextrose attach to him and one of their manager and Taecyeon sitting on the couch watching some baseball game in the television.   "Good afternoon.", the girls greeted them in chorused which made the guys turn their heads to their place.   "Oh SNSD you're here? Aren't you in Japan for your company's concert?", 2PM's manager asked them.   "Uh the concert ended yesterday and we just came back from Japan.", Yuri answers politely.   "Hey why don't you sit down. Let me have that basket.", Taecyeon stand up from his seat and grab the goodies that the girls are holding.   Sunny, Yuri and Jessica went to the couch where the boys are formerly seating while Tiffany went to Nichkhun's bedside.   "Hey how are you feeling now?", Tiffany nervously asks him.   Nichkhun who's a bit shock earlier with their presence smiles at her and told her to take the seat beside him.   "I'm doing good now. The doctor told me that I just need some proper sleep and rest to avoid another fainting.", he sends her a reassuring smile which made Tiffany more guilty.   The boys on the other side of the room can feel the tense situation between the two. They invited the girls and their manager in the cafe nearby to let them have some privacy.   "No Taecyeon. I can't leave the two of them here.", their manager stubbornly said.   "Then you leave us no choice hyung.", Taecyeon signals JunSu to help him bring their manager out. Both of them carried him by holding him in his arms. The girls followed them but not without Tiffany receiving some knowingly glare from Jessica.   As soon as the door close, Tiffany and Nichkhun let out a hearty laugh. The scene earlier made the atmosphere between them a little bit lighter.   "Oppa?", Tiffany looks at Nichkhun with an obvious sadness and guilt in her eyes.   "Hey I don't want to see that sad eyes.", Nichkhun lifts his hand and pat her head. "You know that I always love your smiling eyes so please don't let me see that look of guilt again."   "I'm sorry Oppa. I really am.", Tiffany bows her head and starts sobbing.   "Come on. Don't cry. Didn't I tell you that I'll give you the space that you want?", he lifted her chin up and wipe the tears on her face.   Flashback    The Min's Cafe Seoul, South Korea September 1 2011   "I'm sorry Oppa for calling you this early.", Tiffany said while distracting  herself by playing with her fingers to avoid looking at Nichkhun's eyes.   "It's alright Fany. I don't have any schedule this morning.", he smiles at her but deep inside he's nervous with the way she's acting.   Tiffany takes a sip at her tea out of nervousness. She thought that she already made up her mind about this decision but thinking and saying it out loud is different.   "Oh let me buy you some cake.", Nichkhun said just to ease the tension between them. But even before he can stand up from his seat Tiffany already speak up.   "Oppa let's break up.", her voice trailed off a little bit.   "Fany?", Nichkhun was beyond shock with what he's hearing. He never expected that they'll break up this soon. He thought that they are too much in love with each other or is it just only him that's in love. Is it a one-sided relationship from the start?   "Did I do something wrong?", his voice is a bit shaking. His tears are threatening to flow out from his eyes. What did he do? For all he know he's been giving her all that she wants. He respects her so much that he won't even do something that's more than kissing.    Aside from that aren't they doing good just 2 days ago? What's with the sudden change of feelings? Just what happened that night after their dinner date?   "No Oppa it's not you. You didn't do anything wrong.", she wave her hands in front of her.   "Then why? Why are you breaking up with me?", Nichkhun asked her.    Tiffany look away from him. She's scared that she might change her mind the moment she'll see Nichkhun's state.   "I just think that we need to focus on our careers now. We are on top of our careers now. I can't afford to drag our groups name the moment our relationship be revealed.", she knows that her reasons sounds so pathetic and selfish. But she can't state the real reason.   "Let's drop this talk Fany. I'll give you time and space. I have to leave now.", Nichkhun stands up from his seat without even looking back at Tiffany.     "Now can I assure myself that you're crying because you're regretting about breaking up with me.", he smiles at her, not the one that shows possessiveness but a teasing smile. "Are you coming back to me?"   Tiffany looks up at him and bit her lips. How can she hurt this guy? The guy who's been by her side even before they debut. The guy that she always run off to whenever she feels troubled or depressed. The only person aside from her SNSD members that she trust the most. When did she became this cruel?   "I'm just kidding Fany. But like what I said I'll give you some time to think about this.", Nichkhun felt really disappointed with her unresponsive reaction. He knows that she already made up his mind but as selfish as he might sound he won't let her go that easily. He loves her more than anything to the point that he's willing to give up the stardom just to be with her.     The girls are now back in to their dorm. Hyoyeon and Yoona are busy preparing for their dinner while the rest of the girls are either busy watching them cook or stuffing their mouths with some junk foods.   "I won't eat dinner here.", Tiffany courteously said.   "Eh unnie you're going out?", Yoona turns her head and look at her intently.   "Yup. But you can leave my share on the fridge you know that I love your cooking so much.", she smiles at them before heading to her room.   "As if we'll leave some for you Fany.", Hyoyeon playfully sticks her tongue out at her.   "Oh come on Hyo you love me this much that you're even willing to give me your share.", she stretches her arms wide at the laughing Hyoyeon.   Before she even closes the door Jessica went in and sat at her bed.   "What can I do for you Jessie?", she asked the rather pissed looking girl.   "Close the door Fany and lock it we have something serious to discuss.", she ordered the girl around.   "Okay then what's your problem?", Tiffany sounds pissed at the way the ice princess talked to her.   "I'll get straight to the point Fany. What is TOP to you?", she asked her in English.   Tiffany looks flabbergasted at her question. "He's a senior and a close friend."   "A senior? A close friend? Don't you dare kid with me Fany. I saw you getting out of TOP's car twice. First is during our dinner meeting here last July and second is just last Friday.", Jessica is a little angry at her for she knows that Tiffany is hiding something from her.   "What are you implying? Are you thinking that I'm having some secret rendezvous with him?", she almost shouted at her but tried to calm her nervous and guilty heart.   "It came to you and not from me.", Jessica raise her eyebrow.   "So you're really thinking that way! I-I can't believe you Jessie. You're taking our friendship in a malicious way.", she's hurt with the way her best friend think of her and TOP's relationship.