Everyone knows that South Korea is conservative. Things that are out of the norms are considered deviant. Kyungsoo has grown up with the idea that loving another man is wrong. His parents drilled that into his head and society has molded the pieces together.

Kyungsoo never had the inkling thoughts that it was going to happen either. That was until he met his first friend when he entered SM building. The big ears giant approached him first (later Kyungsoo found out that it was because the rest of the trainees were afraid of him), and offered to be his friend. Kyungsoo just shook his hand and the giant talked all the way till practice ended and even took the subway with him.

Feelings started to develop for the other but Kyungsoo decided it was best to keep it locked up. Stored into the basement of his thoughts and away from the surface. Kyungsoo avoided those feelings throughout trainee years but it worsen when they got to debut.

Whenever he sees Chanyeol mess around with Baekhyun, Kyungsoo would get jealous. He tried to refrain himself but it wasn’t something he could throw away and pretend it didn’t exist. When Chanyeol said that his soulmates in the group were both Baekhyun and Kyungsoo, no one paid attention to Kyungsoo’s name. The fans all cheered for Baekyeol. That’s when the ships started to form. Even though all of them were straight, they liked to play along because it’s all fanservice.

“Kyungsoo-yah. Kyungsoo-yah. Kyungsoo-yah~”

“What is it Chanyeol?!” Kyungsoo gets a bit irritated- not because Chanyeol was being annoying, but because Chanyeol has been spending more time with Baekhyun than with him. The only time he spends time with Kyungsoo is when he’s trying to annoy him.

“Oh I didn’t call you”

Kyungsoo rolls his eyes and gets back to looking at their fan messages.

“What are you reading about?” Chanyeol pokes his big head in the way.

“Fan message. Because of your fanservice with Baekhyun lately, they’re all going wild for your Baekyeol ship.”

Chanyeol lets out a laugh, “isn’t it funny? How fans ship us together? I mean we are all straight.”

Kyungsoo felt his heart drop as he slowly nods. “I…I guess.”

“I don’t know. I think it’s fun. Just play along with it. I think they ship you and Jongin a lot.”

“He’s like my son…”

“hahaha I know. It’s ok…none of it is real. I do have a secret to tell you though. Taeyeon noona and Baek, they been talking a lot lately.”

“Really…?”

“Yup. It would be nice if they get together. He’s her biggest fan. If that happens I am going to try my best with Sandara noona. She’s beautiful.”

“Oh….”

Chanyeol playfully ruffles Kyungsoo’s hair and gets a death glare from Kyungsoo, “you’ll understand when you start to like someone. You’re always into your tennis anime.”

“Shut up Chanyeol!”

Chanyeol laughs loudly and exits the room leaving Kyungsoo pondering in his thoughts. Why is his heart hurting if he locked his feelings for Chanyeol away? Maybe there isn’t a way to lock away feelings.  

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A/N: I don’t think this will be a long fic (heck what do I know). But I love writing about group fics. Idk I think it’s fun to imagine what goes on behind the scenes. Anyways my warnings here would be that it is heavily angst (my fav…?) haha.   

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