A chanse. Just a little chanse can change your world. Should I?

I woke up by Jongkim. Today I feel really really tired. Grandma's health is even worse. Jongkim is happier. And I? I'm even more confused. I'm confused about my life.

Ara met Jongkim near his school and I went to mine. While I was walking, black car stopped near me.But I just ignored it and walked away.

" Yah~Hana!"

I know this voice. No, not now. I'm so confused about u.... " hop in!"  I turned around to face him. He was smiling. " Let's go to school together, I'll drive u ". Should I?  Should I give him a chanse?  Well, I don't have what to lose ( but grandma and Jongkim. But somehow I know that he isn't goin' to touch them.) But still, I don't want to be hurt again... " You're goin'?" He looked at my eyes. This is just a car ride right? Nothing special, just a car ride to school.... So I noded. He smiled again and we sat in the car. I didn't drove cars since my parents died. And I'm scared. Not a little .. I'm really scared. He started to drive...and a little bit speeded. The memory of a truck apeared in my head and I tightly shut my eyes.

Suddenly I felt something on my hand. I opened my eyes and looked at my hand. There was another hand. Baekhyun's hand." Are you ok?" He was looking at me worried.I only nodded and already wanted to let go of his hand, but... he immediatly stoped the car because of the red light. I almost screamed, again shut tightly my eyes, and  sqeezed his hand. It was his turn to open eyes- wide. He looked at me. I could feel that. " Are you sure? What's wrong?"  I didn't say anything. "You know you can tell