"Where did I put myself into?"      "What do you mean?" Jessica startled and jump from her seat. She turned around and saw Tiffany looking at her with her poker face.    Snap. I need to go i need to go    Jessica smiled a bit. "Hi there Tiffany, uh... Its nothing I'm just talking to myself. How long you been standing there?"    Tiffany shrug. "Not too long, you're done talking with Mommy?" Jessica nodded.    "Good, cause I need to-"   "Oh ! I'm sorry Tiff, but I need to go okay? I'm late" Jessica excused although she knows that she has no work today.   "Late for what?"   "Uhh work?"   Tiffany showed her poker face again. "Jessi, its saturday meaning its weekend and its your day off. Don't fool me" she said coldly.    "Well... I.... Uh...."   "Are you voiding me?"    Jessica was taken back to Tiffany's question and her tone, if she heard it right the latter asked her solemnly.    "What are you talking about?" She innocently asked.   "You know what I mean Jessi, these past weeks you've been trying to void me. Everytime I tried to start a conversation you always have reasons to go. You never join us during dinner, no more BFF day, no more girl talk every night, no more reminding me about not to skip my meals and driving me at work, no more staying with me until I fall asleep... Everything Jessi, it feel like you're here living with us but we cannot feel you anymore, you've changed" Tiffany said without noticing that she's tearing up already. She lowered her head because she doesn't want Jessica to see her crying, she tried to control her tears but she can't help it, she miss her bestfriend so much. She miss her Jessica.    Jessica's heart turned to pieces after what she heard from Tiffany and the fact that she saw the tears fall from the latter's eyes, it broke her heart. She cursed herself from being so soft when it comes to Tiffany. She blame herself for being the reason of those tears, was she too much? Did she went overboard? Did she make Tiffany feel that way? She has tons of questions but for now all what she wants is to make her stop from crying.    Uhh. this feelings, i don't care anymore   Jessica make her way to Tiffany and embraced her, giving her a assuring hug. "Shhhh.... Stop crying please"    Tiffany ignored her and keep crying, she leaned her head to Jessica's shoulder, she is shaking so bad that made Jessica worry. "Tiff, please... Stop crying, it will make you hard to breath"    "I-i ha... I hate you" Tiffany said between her sobs.    "I know, i know... I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I make you feel that way. I'm sorry for not having time with you anymore"   "Are you tired of me? Is it because I kicked you out that night? Is it because I'm so spoiled and whiny to you? Is it because I'm so demanding? You don't wanna be with me anymore?" Tiffany asked, still leaning on Jessica's shoulder.    Jessica released the hug and hold Tiffany's shoulder. "Look at me" she said when Tiffany isn't looking at her.  "Please?"    Jessica cursed herself for making those beautiful eyesmile swollen and red. Since there is no tissue paper she used her sweater and wipe Tiffany's tears, even the asked her to blow her nose on her sweater which the latter did. Thats how she loves Tiffany   "Okay crybaby, listen to me..."    "I know I need to make things up to you, but please don't think that I'm tired of you because never ever will that happen. Even you are cry baby, whiny and spoiled I don't care, even you are demanding, scary sometimes and being so physical to me I don't care. I am still here and never be get tired being with you. You know how I care for you Tiff, you know that. Yes I've been so cold to you recentl