jonghyun carried the sleeping boy on his back after a long ride home , the blond was lighter than he thought and jonghyun wondered if he he was even eating , kibum said something in his sleep and jonghyun fought back a chuckle , he wouldn't admit it , but the blond was actually a bit cute , especially all drunk and flushed 

entering the elevator , jonghyun cleared his throat when a women stared at him smiling , the 5th floor was never further and the way kibum clung into his body , and how he was breathing softly aganist his neck was not helping at all

he struggled to type the code and open the apartment door , throwing kibum on the closest couch , jonghyun stood in front of the laying boy who was shifting uncomfortably in his sleep and mumbling stupid stuff that jonghyun wasn't even curious to know , his rosy lips were half opened and his blond hair looked all shiny and soft making jonghyun fight the  urge to touch the blond locks , sighing jonghyun stared one more time at kibum before going to his room and deciding to take a quick bath before going to sleep

after bathing and changing into a warm outfit , jonghyun laid down on his bed , staring at the ceiling 

what.the.hell

he thought about how the younger humiliated him in front of the hot chick , he could be now having the of his life , but here he is laying all alone on his bed , and it was all kim kibum's fault , how many times was he supposed to handle the stupid blond , he was seriously getting on his nerves , and jonghyun know , oh he knows , how scary he become when someone get on his nerves 

a big thud made jonghyun get up of bed and go to check the younger , huh , he fell out of the couch on the most awkward position, jonghyun smiled in victory , ' serves you right 'he mumbled , and closed the light deciding to sleep and leave him like that .

...............................

kibum shifted in his sleep , turning around he decided to lay on his stomach , the covers felt too soft and warm ,  and his bed was never more comfortable , a strong pain rush to his head making him moan in pain , opening his eyes slowly , the sunlight that came from the opened balcony made him move the blanket up to hide his face wanting to sleep more barely ignoring his headache 

"stupid headache not letting me sleep , stupid balcony" 

balcony ?

kibum does not have a balcony in his house .. nor in minho's 

with widened eyes kibum jumped off the bed , making his headache worse , he nearly lost it when he looked around 
creamy walls , with beige and white furniture , kibum would've appreciated the way the room was decorated if he wasn't scared to death 

where . was . he .

swallowing something , kibum slowly looked down , he sighed  in relief

he was thankfully dressed 

hearing a voice on the room next to his , which he assumed was the bathroom , kibum grabbed the nearest object  to throw at the stranger  walking small steps toward the door , he nearly felt his heart stop when he saw the door knob moving , as soon as the door opened kibum shut his eyes tightly and screamed before throwing the book as hard as he can , not missing the guy's face

opening his eyes , kibum couldn't hide his surprise , the guy , who had a familiar face ,  was standing there , not moving an inch , his forehead red by now  and was looking angrily at him , and kibum could feel him trying to hold his rage as he breathed in and out 

" oh " 

kibum remembered 

that was kim jonghyun , the guy he molested yesterday because of him not accepting him into his school before passing out 

right . he totally forgot .

" um , i'm sorry ?" 

kibum said smiling nervously , and seeing no reaction from the dude kibum moved backward

" to my defense , I attempt to do um stupid things when drunk "

it was true 

jonghyun moved forward , eyes red , and kibum felt his heart stop , yelping he turned around to run away but the strong guy held him from the collar of his shirt before he could more 

" I don't even know where to start kim kibum-ssi " 

kibum looked up at jonghyun , with apologized eyes , he was totally at his mercy , so kibum did what he thought was right , he tried to run away struggling in the stronger guy's arms , jonghyun sighed tired of whiny blond , he threw him on the ground making him fall hard in front of him 

with crossed arm , jonghyun moved closer toward the flushed blond and kibum never felt more scared in his life , moving his arms to protect his face , he said  whining 

" please don't hit me on the face " 

" even thought i would love to , i won't hit you kibum-ssi? ''

jonghyun said looking at kibum boringly , blinking his eyes , kibum moved his arms away , eyes twinkling

" really ?"

he said  making jonghyun pinch the bridge of  his noise 

"just stand up okay ? "

jonghyun said losing his  patience

" isn't that why you bought me here with you ? to hit me when i wake up , you clearly said yesterday that you want to hit me when i'm conscious , i wont trust your wo.."

" just ing stand up " 

jonghyun interpreted the younger angrily , and kibum stood up as quickly as he can mumbling a ' you don't have to scream' and jonghyun  facepalmed at the comment  , taking a step forward , jonghyun looked up and down at the guy 

" did you sleep well ? "

restlessly changing his weight from a leg to another kibum rubbed his arm and answered 

" yea , your bed is really big and comfortable sir  "

 jonghyun nodded  

" i didnt sleep kibum-ssi , and do you now why ?"

jonghyun said heading to his closet to pick out what his outfit for the day and only then kibum realized that the man in front of him was half , wearing nothing but shorts , exposing his muscled chest and arms , kibum felt like if his face was on fire

" no ?"

he said , trying to even his breath , damn the jonghyun guy was really .. hot 

" because a ed up dude was moving on my living room flour making almost everything full down and shutter scaring me  from my sleep , so i had to get him to bed with me , and i have to tell you , sharing a bed with this ed up dude , is not one of my most enjoyable experience "

biting his lips kibum tuned his head around as jonghyun started changing his clothes , mumbling 

" i'm sorry , I tend to act like that when i sleep drunk "

" do you think a sorry can make up for my precious sleep kibum-ssi ? i had to sleep on the couch for he first time in my life "

what a whiny rich bastard kibum thought before saying softly  

" well there is a first time for everything "

kibum  turned around to face the older who was all dressed by now , taking few steps toward him kibum looked at the older guy and said 

" look jonghyun-ssi , I do appreciate you helping me but it's not like I told you to do so you know , now if you excuse me my friend must be worried by now so .. "

kibum started walking out of the room , only stopping when he heard jonghyun call him by his name 

" what is it now "

jonghyun smiled at the blond while fixing his tie , he walked toward him with steady steps , only stooping when he was few feats away from the other , getting his face dangerously into the other's personal space 

" you still didn't apologies about yesterday "

jonghyun said with a teasing voice , making kibum angrier , like in hell he would do that staring into the other's almond eyes , kibum smirked , he moved his hands and played with the older tie , he smiled seductively and said with a low voice , almost whispering

" who said i'm sorry ? you deserved that after insulting me for some wet clothing , if an apology is what you are waiting for , you are going to wait long jonghyun-ssi "

tapping  jonghyun's chest , kibum was about to leave but the other held his hand staring at him , their eyes met and jonghyun smirked  before losing his grip on the hand , clearing his throat , kibum felt his face on fire , he blinked before mumbling a goodbye and rushing out of the house , feeling his heart beats fasten with every step he took 

jonghyun smirked as he looked at the figure leave the house shaking his head , he looked at the mirror and fixed his hair 
he is going to enjoy messing around with the blond 

.........................................

with heavy steps kibum walked out of the building , his heart still beating crazily but kibum ignored the feeling , this jonghyun guy was really getting on his nerves , huh , he thought he'd apologies ? like hell he will , he did nothing to begin with , he have to tell minho about this

wait 

minho 

looking clumsily for his phone on his jacket , kibum's eyes winded 

50 missed calls 

he dialed minho's number and waited nervously , his head still hurting so badly , he seriously need a cup of coffee and some pain killers , he would have liked it if the jonghyun dude gave him something to eat , but then it could be poisoned 

" HYUNG "

minho's worried voice woke him up from his daze 

" um hello ? "

" where the are right now , i will come pick you up " 

sighing kibum told minho where he was and waited for the younger , minho seemed angry , and kibum was too tired to deal with this right now , he just wanted to go and sleep and forget all about jonghyun and the job and everything else 

entering the car kibum tried smiling but minho kept a firm face not even looking at him making the blond feel guilty , the atmosphere was too intense and suffocating but kibum didn't dare to speak 

" how can you do this to me hyung , do you know how worried i was last night ? "

minho finely broke the silence 

" it wasn't my fault minho-ah I..." 

kibum tried justifying himself but the younger cut him off 

" stop hyung "

minho said finely glancing at his friend who looked like he needed a very long bath 

" you always play the victim kibum , and i'm really tired of getting your together for you , would you for once act your age ?"

" I.."

" come on kibum , I've been dealing with you for 7 years , you've been like this since she died " 

minho said looking at his hyung with soft eyes , he reached his hand making kibum flinch at the touch before relaxing into his best friend's grip

" it's time to get your life together  kibum hyung , stop giving up , and start building your life , liisten to me well ,i will not speak to you agin  until you get a job okay ?" 

kibum looked at minho eyes shining with unshed tears and if minho wasn't driving and wasn't so mad at the older he would've hugged him 

" understood ?"

sighing kibum nodded his head , playing with his fingers , kibum felt like crying , the younger was really right , he needs to get his life together , he had his mother before , she'd tell him what to do and what to not , she used to teach him about life , about how he should act , she used to tell him to never give up his dreams 

................................

kibum laid on his bed after a long warm bath , he looked at the ceiling , trying to decide  his next step , should he take some business courses ? should he open a coffee shop or  even better a restaurant 
laying on his stomach kibum thought about the money , he sure have some savings , but he doesn't want to use those yet 

sighing he mumbled 

*stupid choi minho * getting a job is not an easy thing , have he not heard about the economy these days , it's not like someone will call him and offer him a job out of the blue 

kibum jolted when he felt his phone vibrate too deep in thoughts , he stared at the unknown number before answering 

" hello ?" 

kibum said voice too sleepy and tired

" kim kibum-ssi ?"

that voice , kibum's eyes winded , he felt his heart skip  a bit but he ignored the feeling 

" kim jonghyun-ssi?"

" oh you recognized me "

he can feel the the guy smile and kibum wanted to scoff before replying smartly 

" and how can i forget such an annoying voice ....where did you get my number from ? and what do you want ?"

kibum heard the guy on the line clear his throat and he knew that he made him mad  , he really was enjoying this more than he should 

" it was in you resumé kibum-ssi ,  let me get straight to why i called you"

jonghyun said voice all cold and professional getting kibum curious to the reason he called him

" enlighten me "

" well , i was having a second thought about hiring you , since you seemed to want this job so badly  , i will be expecting you tomorrow at 7 , if you are one minute late i will take my offer back "

with that jonghyun hung up , leaving a dazzled kibum , kibum dropped the phone from his hand and stared at the mirror in front of him 

what so he thinks that he is some kind of a toy ? that he can insult him and tell him how irresponsible he is and then out of the blue call him and tells him he changed his thoughts 

kibum thought and thought about declining the offer, he can find another job , he can do it , but again , that school have his mother's memory within it 

and the thing is , kibum was a man with no dream who needed his mother guidance to make it in this life