Why is it always complicated when you’re part of a love triangle? Mine just so happens to be a love rectangle… which is WORSE.

Why is it always complicated when you’re part of a love triangle? Mine just so happens to be a love rectangle… which is WORSE.

Hey! Yup. I have... nothing to say. XD Just enjoy this chapter. 

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Ayu woke up with a loud gasp. She was breathing heavily as tears streamed down her face. She took calming breaths, over and over, until she gradually felt herself relax. She grabbed some tissue and wiped her face.

 

She had the dream again. Ever since he broke her heart five months ago, she’s been having the same dream... nightmare over and over again. There were times where she didn’t dream at all, but lately, it’s been happening frequently than normal. And she hated it. It’s like reliving the pain and suffering all over again.

 

Ayu looked at her clock. 4:13 AM. She still had at least 6 hours left before class starts. She didn’t want to sleep, for she was afraid that she’d dream of it again. She grabbed her iPhone and plugged her earphones and shuffled through her list of songs. She was an avid fan of genres like Rock, Pop, some R&B, and Soul. Ayu decided to listen to Avril Lavigne’s  “Losing Grip.” She loved this song, especially the lyrics, which she can totally relate to. She eased back onto her bed and lay down, closing her eyes, trying to drown herself with the song.

 

Are you aware of what you make me feel?

Baby

Right now I feel invisible to you, like I’m not real

Didn’t you feel me lock my arms around you?

Why’d you turn away?

It’s what I have to say

I was left to cry there, waiting outside there, grinning with a lost stare

And that’s when I decided

 

Why should I care?

‘Cause you weren’t there when I was scared, I was so alone

You, you need to listen

I’m starting to trip

I’m losing my grip, and I’m in this thing alone

 

Am I just some chick you placed beside you?

To take somebody’s place?

When you turn around, can you recognize my face?

You used to love me

You used to hug me

But that wasn’t the case

Everything wasn’t okay

I was left to cry there, waiting outside there, grinning with a lost stare

That’s when I decided

 

Why should I care?

‘Cause you weren’t there when I was scared, I was so alone

You, you need to listen

I’m starting to trip

I’m losing my grip, and I’m in this thing alone

 

Crying out loud

I’m crying out loud

Crying out loud

I’m crying out loud

Open your eyes

Open up wide

 

Why should I care?

‘Cause you weren’t there when I was scared, I was so alone

Why should I care?

‘Cause you weren’t there when I was scared, I was so alone

Why should I care?

If you don’t care, then I don’t care

We’re not going anywhere

 

Why should I care?

‘Cause you weren’t there when I was scared, I was so alone

Why should I care?

If you don’t care, then I don’t care

We’re not going anywhere

 

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I hope you enjoyed this chapter. You're all probably wondering who the guys are right? :) Guess. Hahaha. Kidding! You'll find out in later chapters, with each of them being revealed one by one. 

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emily_maryam #1
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vampire_gurl0710 #2
@dazzling27: Thank you so much for enjoying my story! :)) Yup. Kyuhyun's her ex. I don't know why I chose him.. XD I know Heechul's not a ert, but I just think that it suits his personality a bit! :D And I also made sure that he's a huge narcissist here. Love him. :3
dazzling27
#3
Kyu's her ex? OMO! Update pretty soon please.. Oh and i loved this story so much nw.. Fighting!ö *handscookies*
dazzling27
#4
Chapter8 is <333! THAT IS SOOO HEENIM! X3 tho he's not that a y. XD buut still, i lurved his character here. LOL at him winking and posing at the mirror. XDDD I srsly cracked there. :DDDD *waaa.continues.reading.now* so faaar, im loving ths. (:
dazzling27
#5
Ohh what the hell did sungmin did in the past to her?! Psshh! *recilesreadingagain* loool
dazzling27
#6
OMGSH! Sungmin's super sweet here! *continuesreading*
dazzling27
#7
*subscribed*<br />
im reading ths coz my chuli's here. XD oh yep. So yeah. Im gonna cme bk with a proper comment laters!ö
vampire_gurl0710 #8
Hahaha. Thanks for liking my story! :) Yeah, I thought that many would get confused and think that Heechul was Ayu's ex. XD<br />
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I also LOVE Kim Heechul! He's actually my bias in SuJu. Sungmin is next. :)) Kyuhyun, not that much. But I thought that he would be perfect for the role of Ayu's ex. XD Anyways, thanks again!