An Apple, An Orange

And this was Him ∞

 

"You, Lee Sungyeol, are an apple."

 

What? Sungyeol blinked, trying to comprehend what Dongwoo had just said. His eyes darted to Woohyun for some clue, only to find a reflection of his own confusion. Only dumber. Their hyung didn't seem to notice the bewildered looks on both of their faces. And so, he carried on.

 

"You know how Sungjong is an orange… Kind of sweet, but really is just saucy and acidy. Yes?" He asked, to which they nodded in response. "Well, Sungyeol. That makes you an apple."

 

"H-how?" Woohyun asked, unable to contain his curiosity any longer. Dongwoo waved dismissively turning back to Sungyeol.

 

"An apple is sweet. But obviously not as acidic as an orange… You're like, soft-sweet. You know? Not, Sungjong-sweet… Not, sharp-piercing-sweet." The oldest explained. "Like, if you two were colors, Sungjong would definitely be all bright and blinding. And you would probably have softer hues. Like… pastel colours. You know, matte powdery colors. Softer, friendlier. A lot more considerate."

 

"…"

 

"Sungjong is just, blah. Like, he has this whatever-I-don't-care-you're-ing-irrelevant kind of virtue." Dongwoo continued, rolling his eyes in the process.

 

"You mean, like… He can be all get-out-of-my-pretty-face, talk-to-my-pretty-hand… Yeah?" Woohyun elaborated, looking a bit lost but determined.

 

"Yes, exactly. See, and that's the problem." Dongwoo replied just as their elevator dinged to a stop. "Sungyeol, you're like… um, has-anyone-taken-this-seat, you-don't-look-so-well-are-you-okay kind of person." The oldest cleared his throat, as the three of them stepped out of the elevator. "That orange… He's obviously taking advantage of an apple like you… Eh, you compromise for others a lot and it can make you look… indecisive… uh, insubstantial…"

 

"I think Dongwoo hyung meant, pathetic. Like, you're too nice that you seem like a loser?" Woohyun said in a matter-of-fact tone.

 

"Or, you can just put it that way." Dongwoo sighed. "Look, when it comes to Sungjong, you should be a little more decisive. Be stubborn. Don't let him push you around."

 

"Think like, 'I'm not gonna take this bull'. You know? Toughen up. Show him what you're made of." Woohyun raised his fist, trying to prove his point.

 

Sungyeol kept silent as he listened to his two hyungs, giving him advice. What was he made of? Was he really being too nice? He probably did seem a little pathetic. Sungyeol had been acting like a loser hadn't he? Was that why Myungsoo… Was it the reason Myungsoo went to Sungjong?

 

Maybe, Myungsoo was sick of him because he was too much of a loser. Right, being nice can make him look a little bland. Boring, probably. Sungjong was… decisive. Sungjong wasn't bland. That boy was full of colours and flavours. It must be really exciting, hanging out with a person like him. Wow, Sungyeol couldn't even compare. Sungjong was… full of surprises. And Sungyeol was just… expected.

 

Several minutes later, Woohyun and Dongwoo were comfortably seated with the other members. Sungjong and Myungsoo were missing, however. Sunggyu pointed this out to their manager, who immediately got out of his chair he happened to just sit on three seconds prior, then left to hunt the two youngest down.

 

Woohyun was in the process of making sure his hair wasn't out of place, while Dongwoo kept glancing at the door every few seconds. Hoya was happily listening to his iPod, feet moving in sync with the music.

 

Further away from the entrance, Sungyeol was being pepped by his director, who kept asking him whether he needed a read-through. He was told that they were going to go over the scripts, and most likely, some ice breaking.

 

Sungyeol despised ice breakers. The only thing it did was make him all the more awkward. And with all s here, he sure was going to be made fun of. Gods, he was going to make a fool of himself in front of the two people he dreaded the most.

 

Sungyeol was screwed, that was for sure.

 

At a moment like this, Sungyeol didn't actually expect someone to burst through the door, scaring the crap out of him. Everyone's attention went straight towards a lady by the entrance. The lady bowed politely before stepping aside, revealing a girl wearing a cap who was ever so busy with her phone.

 

"Unnie, my battery is running out…" The girl grumbled, unaware of the current circumstance. She kept on walking absent-mindedly, until the lady grabbed her shoulder lightly and managed to pull her back.

 

"Myungsin-ah." The lady's indicative tone made the girl look up to find quite a few pairs of eyes on her.

 

"Oh." She exclaimed, looking a little surprised. Bowing really low several times, she greeted, "Good morning director-nim. Good morning unnies. Good morning hyungs. Good morning everyone, how are you today?" Half a second later, a storm of good-mornings and I'm-fines swept around the studio. Then everyone went back to their businesses.

 

"Myungsin-ah." Dongwoo's voice cried out as he made his way towards the girl, with a giddy Woohyun trailing behind. The older raised his hands readily as she highfived them.

 

"'Sup, Dongwoo hyung." She greeted happily, before turning to the lady. "Unnie, this is Dongwoo hyung. He was… um, oppa's friend." The lady smiled, receiving Dongwoo's polite bow.

 

"Hello. I'm Myungsin's manager." She greeted.

 

A comfortable silence fell upon them, but a few seconds later was disturbed by an indicative cough from behind. Dongwoo sighed and stepped aside.

 

"And this is Nam Woohyun. He's… the vocal of Infinite."

 

"And Dongwoo hyung's friend." Woohyun added with a broad grin on his face. Dongwoo tried his best not to roll his eyes.

 

"Yes… and my friend."

 

As Myungsin made her way towards Sungyeol and the director, along with Dongwoo and Woohyun, she noticed strange things. It wasn't that she paid any extra attention because she didn't. They just kind of caught her eyes in the way that made her skin turn cold.

 

At first, Myungsin didn't think too much of it. Heck, she didn't even give it a single thought. It was how Sungyeol's lips strained into a thin line when he smiled. Those smiles, they weren't genuine. Myungsin wasn't stupid. She could see it. And she didn't like it.

 

It was normal to carry eye bags. Everyone has them and it was the stylists' job to conceal them. Hence, this makeup tool named concealer. Whoever did Sungyeol makeup though, hadn't done a very good job.

 

Myungsin could see the dark circles evidently. Dongwoo's and Woohyun's couldn't compare to his. And really, it was annoying Myungsin. She was probably insane. But the tiredness illuminating from her co-star was getting on her nerves. It was bringing back terrible memories.

 

"Who did your makeup?" She asked quietly, out of nowhere. The three boys turned silent and eyed her weirdly. But Myungsin only brushed it off while Sungyeol shrugged in response. So, she looked somewhere else as they started talking again.

 

Myungsin could feel Dongwoo resting his hands on her shoulders protectively. Or maybe, the older was just making sure she wouldn't wander off anywhere. As if he didn't want to lose her, again. She didn't mind, however. She liked Dongwoo to some extent. He would make a pretty good oppa too, she thought, if not for—

 

The door to the studio opened and everyone turned to stare. Curiously, a familiar looking man walked into the room, followed by a handsome looking boy with slightly disheveled hair. It looked like he had been running.

 

And clinging to his arm was another boy. He was skinny and he walked like a girl. He didn't really give Myungsin a good impression. He seemed too cautious and on guard all the time. She could tell, she wasn't going to like him. Heck, he didn't look very friendly.

 

Myungsin felt the person next to her stiffen, so she eyed him curiously. Sungyeol's lips were pressed into a thin line again. But he wasn't trying to smile this time. He carried a slight frown that she wouldn't have noticed from afar.

 

Myungsin watched Sungyeol closely as his eyes followed the arrival of the two boys. His frown disappeared but he started blinking rapidly, like he was trying to hold back a sob. It made Myungsin feel uneasy. Worried, even. Was he okay?

 

Unconsciously, she reached out until her hand touched the elbow of Sungyeol's sweater. He immediately turned to look at her. She frowned and eyed him questioningly. Myungsin reached for Sungyeol's hand which was clenched into a fist, carefully untangling it.

 

"What's wrong?" Myungsin asked worriedly. To which he blinked, taken aback. She tugged on his hand softly, wanting him to say something. But a few seconds after, she thought that perhaps... she shouldn't have.

 

"Everything." Sungyeol replied.

 

 

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Yeol_is_love
#1
Chapter 30: It's so good and I'm waiting for the update
LeePeppers #2
Im still waiting heh
firruz #3
Author-nim;
Such a great story, very well ploted and realised...I think you do a really good job, like not only write about the main character, but also the environment, the little yet important details, the side characters... it made the story so complex yet very well likeable, not only the typical angst story or the fluffy one, but a very realistic novel. Also, a very good help was the "play by play", all the details that went off to me were there and also they were pretty important to understand the whole thing. Thanks for the help!, and hope you continue writting such a great novel! : )
PS. Don´t apologize for your work, ...if the readers doesn´t like it, then that´s their own problem. This is YOUR story, this don´t need to be changed. Keep those readers away from your mind, I always will support you ^^.
Ive666 #4
Hi author nim, new reader here :) let me just start off by saying this, I really do like this story :) I just started reading it yesterday and finished it today XD I like the structure of the story, and the characters in it, albeit it can get abit confusing at times, so I really appreciate the play by play. I like your characters, and by that I mean everyone, as there is a depth to them that make them realistic, which is sth that is hard to find on AFF. Admittedly, I stumbled on this story by browsing the myungyeol tag, so I might have set certain unfair expectations for your fic. Add that to the fact that i'm not a big fan of overwhelming angst, I found at, a certain point in time, a tad hard to continue reading this fic. I simply couldn't stand how no one was trying to help Sungyeol, and even though Myungsin does, she can't possible carry the weight of his world all by herself. But i'm glad that I got through that phase :D i'm not a close reader so I can't appreciate every detail that you've inserted, but I like how each character around Sungyeol slowly unravels, and we see them not just as a one dimentional "evil" or "unmoving" person, but we see the thoughts and pasts that motivate their certain actions. And I do like how you spend several chapters on each significant incident, rather than just plow through and get to the end. All in all, I just want to say that really, no author should apologise for their work. Should any readers be disappointed, that's simply because they have preset expectation for the story. While healthy criticism is useful, those that are obvious no help can just be ignored. I can only imagine how emotionally stressful it must be to have your own work criticised by people who do not appreciate the value of it. To end off, author nim, hwaiting!!! I might have been here for myungyeol, but i'm staying because of infinite(if you get what I mean XD) I'll be patiently waiting for the next update ^^
LittleSushi
#5
Chapter 30: Hello there^^
Today I was going through my subscriptions and saw this fic, and then I thougth, for how long hasn't Jin updated? And I came here, and read this announcement and remembered everything... and I just want to say that I miss this fic a lot. I think, I'm not sure if I got the chance to tell you before, but I think that you are an amazing writter. I was very intrigued from chapter one, I've been following this story since the first few chapters I think. And I don't know if I've ever seen a fanfiction that is so amazingly thought through. I mean, all the connections between the characters, the deepness of their personalities, how they act, it all seems so real... and I think you deserve to know. Like, those people who were unsatisfied with this are totally inept in literature, to put it in simple words. They seriously deserve a kick in the head, to put some sense into their brains.
The point is, don't get discouraged by them, and please find time again for this... not because of us, but because this story deserves an ending, and you must always finish what you've started in a good way, proud of it. So, fighting! I hope to know about this soon,
Good luck and good bye!
lurenjia #6
Chapter 30: Hello,
I've recently just found this fic. Just wanna say I really love the story and also the characterisation of every person in this story. Don't let the bad comments get to you! I think it's those small things that happens to every character in a story that makes up a good story. So I really appreciate how everyone had their fair share of the story and actually helped build up the entire story.

P.S I've read the article on Sunggyu which you have posted the link on on the previous chapter. And ohmygosh that was the very reason I fell in love with Sunggyu in the first place. I guess it helped that I knew him as Kim Sunggyu before Infinite's Sunggyu. And yes he deserves so much more.

Also, I really love how Hoya was the one who saved him that time in your story. I've always felt that that's how they were, despite all that Hoya-is-superior-over-Sunggyu teasing stuff they do on variety shows.

Thank you for writing this wonderful story.
LittleNobody317 #7
At first I was confused why you tagged Sunggyu in this fic. But then you made him fal in love with Myungsin.
This story is one of the best angst I've ever read I wish more people will read and upvote! Your story deserves to be featured!! ><
LittleNobody317 #8
Chapter 30: Your story is soo novel-like and its also quite deep that I don't think I can understand a chapter without rereading the previous chapters. I can't write a 'constructive critic' or whatever that is, just, I really like this story.

How you made the plot so realistic and how ed up Dongwoo actually is, like, this is how the world works. Fake people are all around.

Well, the point is I really like this story and I hope you will update soon!!
LeePeppers #9
Chapter 30: authornim since the beginning Im following you, this fic means so much for me, sorry if I made you feel bad for being so biased over yeol and myungsin xD.
im here till the end, I left AFF, but just for this fic I keep checking it. M<3333
Roochi
#10
Chapter 30: I am sorry you feel this way , Author! And I apologies on behalf of the people who wrote hurtful comments (although I can't grasp their logic. If you don't like how a fic is going, then, by all means leave! No one is forcing you to read. But dont bash the Author)

That being said. I really really love your story. It's one of my favorites on AFF.
You put so much effort and thought into it and all the characters have depth and I'm amazed how they all are tied up together in a way.
AND I LOVE MYUNGSIN SO MUCH I'D INFLICT PHYSICAL HARM ON ANYONE WHO INSULT HER CHARACTER! Haha jk.

QLastly, Author-nim, this fic is a masterpiece and don't you ever let anyone make you believe other than that. Fighting~ :)