I looked at him... my tears are starting to form in my eyes... I can't explain what I'm feeling right now... all the pain... all the hurt... all the anger... fades... the moment he held me in his arms... no matter how much I deny... it's him that I want... and it's him that I love... I never want him to let go of me… I want to stay like this forever… but I know that that’s too impossible to happen…

While he was saying that… a video played… it was a video that is made of our pictures together… out trips in Japan… our moments in school… some with his friends… some with my friends… but most of the pictures are just the two of us… I never thought that he’ll keep those pictures…

“_____-sshi please forgive me…”

I don’t know what to say to him… am I ready to forgive him? Am I ready to accept him again?? I don’t think I am… I still need time… he walk to me and pulled me in a hug…

Donghae and I stayed like this for a couple of minutes… then someone called me…

“_____-sshi…”

He called me… I turn around and see that it was them… and the one who called me is Heechul oppa…

“_____-sshi… listen to him… listen to us…”

Heechul oppa said… as if he knew everything… as if he knew how hurt it was… as if he’s been in this situation before…

“we’ve seen how miserable he was since you left him…”

“he never go out... after school… he just lock himself in their house…”

“the Donghae that we’ve known for a long time suddenly disappear… he became someone else…”

“he refuses to sing… dance… play soccer… he refused on doing things that he used to do… especially the things that reminds him of you…”

I was now totally crying… hearing all