Instead of answer him… I just look at the sky… it’s so calm… so clear… should I tell him? I don’t know… should I also tell him about ____-sshi and Kyuhyun? I guess he don’t know about it… and I guess that it would be better if I’ll just keep it to myself… ____-sshi and Sungmin are best of friends since they are children… and I don’t want to ruin that friendship of them…

“Donghae-ah!!!”

I looked at him… I really want to go there… but… I think… I shouldn’t…

“honestly… I want to go…”

“then go with us…”

“It’s as if… it’s just as simple as that… there’s a lot of things happened between ____-sshi and me… I’ve hurt her… made her suffer… and in the end… made her leave… tell me… how can I face her?”

Sungmin didn’t answer… we are both quiet… then Sungmin spoke…

“it’s been a long time Donghae… she might be mad before… but… she can heal… her heart can heal and forget… she’s not the type of person who hold in pain and anger… she knows how to forget… and as I can see… she already does… just by looking at her eyes… I can’t see the bitterness… the anger… the pain… all I can see is innocence… peace… and if I’m right… longing for someone…”

Longing for someone?? Who might be? I want to believe that it was me… but… it’s too impossible that she’ll be longing for me after all the things I did to her…

“Donghae-ah… please come… I know that if she sees you there… she’ll be more happy… she might not made it obvious… but I know her inside and out… she’ll be happy to see you… because… I know… that… the person she’s longing for is you…”

After saying that… Sungmin left… I was alone again… she’s longing for me? Still can’t believe it… I know Sungmin won’t lie to me about things like this… and I know that he knows _____-sshi better than me… but it’s just hard to believe that she does… because I’ve hurt her so much… but I wanted to see her… even for the last time…