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It’s been a year since I left Korea… I miss Korea so much… but I can’t go back there… honestly… even if a year passed… I never still have forgotten about Donghae… every memory that we had keeps on lingering on my mind… whenever I remember those things… I can see the sincerity on him… I’m so confused… is it really true? Or he’s just a good actor? Haisstt… Move on _____...

Maybe he’s just a good actor… for if he’s really sincere… He looked for me already… haisstt… _____... stop thinking about that stupid man!!! Remember… he’s the one who hurt you… he played with your feelings!! He never had been true to you!!!

But I really miss him… I wanted to see him… I wanted to hear his voice… I wanted to feel his hug… his kiss… I miss everything about him… and though it’s sad to say… I still love him… even if he doesn’t love me… am I that fool?? Haisstt… I guess I am… but is it wrong to love him this much?? Is it wrong to keep on loving the person who hurt me?? Is it wrong for me to hope and wish that someday… he’ll love me too?? Is it wrong to believe that when I go back to Korea… he already love me?? Haisst… PABO!!!

By the way… I should go now… I’ll meet Kyuhyun Oppa today… haha… it’s funny that we are just in the same state!!! And that our school is the same… I guess… Sungmin Oppa misses him so much… haisstt… good thing he’s here… at least… there’s someone who reminds me of my past life… he’s been good to me all the time… he’s so nice… though there are times that he’s a little bit rude… especially when he loose in starcraft… haha…  no wonder Sungmin Oppa loves him so much…

Wee… This is the day that I’ve been waiting for!!! Kyuhyun Oppa and I will go in Japan!!! To attend the formula 1 car racing in Twin Ring Motegi… I’m soooo excited!!! Wait… did I just said Twin Ring Motegi?? Omo… that’s the place where Donghae and I… never mind!! I shouldn’