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Haistt… tomorrow would be my day… why do I have to celebrate my birthday like this? If it’s not only because of appa and omma… well… I guess I really can’t escape that fact that I’m their only “HEIR”… haisst… sometimes… I wish I’m not…

I was in the middle of thinking when someone knocked on my door… I opened it… and it was appa…

“Appa…”

“Princess”

He hugged me and kissed me on my forehead…

“Appa… what brought you here?”

“well… I’m just checking on you… tomorrow is your day… are you excited?”

“hmmm… a bit…”

“only a bit?”

“ne… you know I’m not used to parties like this…”

“haisst… you are so ignorant… who would have thought that you are a pricess??”

“Appa… I’m not a princess!!!”

“well… if that’s what you want… but for me and your omma… you are our only princess…”

After staying and talking to me in a few minutes… appa left my room already… haisst… I wonder why I’m like this… I’m sure… other girls wanted to be in my place… but me? I just want a simple life… well… that’s just too impossible for me right?

This is it… my birthday party… and within just a few hours… the party will start… everybody was busy… Sungmin Oppa told me that some of the members of Dance club and Singing club will sing as a presentation for me… haistt… hearing that made me remember what happened in the past… when I was still in Korea… the first time I saw and hear Donghae sing and dance…

It was already 5:30… most of the guests already arrived… the party will start at exactly 6… I’m so nervous… I don’t know what to do… what if… people won’t like me? What if I look ugly? What if I act like a fool? What if I didn’t meet the expectations of others? Haisst… I’m becoming nuts here… I keep on walking back and forth when someone grab my wrist… I looked at that person… and it was Sungmin Oppa…

“_____-sshi… stop worrying like that…”

“Oppa… I don’t know what to do… What if…”

He put his fingers on my lips to stop me in saying things…

“sshh… no matter what people will say… I’m always here for you… and don’t think of what will they say about you… you look so beautiful… and… I’m sure… when they see you… many girls out there will be envy…”

Haisst… good thing Sungmin Oppa is always there… he really knows how to comfort me… I hugged him as a