It’s been a year now since _____-sshi left… but the pain that she left in my heart still hurts like she just left yesterday… I wonder where she now… I really miss her… her smile… her laugh… her voice… her beautiful face… her long, soft and wavy hair… her fragrance… I miss everything about her… since she left… I’ve never been the same… I always ask Sungmin hyung if there’s any news about her… but… even him… don’t know anything on where and how she is… If ever I see her again… I won’t let her go…

I was lying on my bed when my phone rings… I look at the screen to see who it was… and it was Heechul hyung’s name…

“yoboseyeo?”

“Yah!!! Lee Donghae!!!”

“Hyung…”

“go with us…”

“where?”

“at the club of Hyukie!!! We’ll party there!!”

“hyung… I don’t feel like going…”

“Yah!!! If you won’t go with us… what are going to do?? Cry and cry again over her??”

“hyung… I don’t wanna talk about it…”

“Lee Donghae!!! Listen to me!!! She’s already gone for 1 year… she didn’t even bother to tell you if she’s ok or where she is… come on!!! Move on… let go of the past… how will you find her if you’re just going to bury yourself at your room and cry?? If you really love her then you should do something!!!”

Every word of Heechul hyung spoke went directly to my heart and to my mind… he was right… I should let go of the past and move forward… move forward to look for her… I’ve wasted a whole year burying myself in everything and in crying… I should have used that time to look for her… and maybe… if that’s what I did… I was able to find her…

“ok hyung… I’m going with you…”