It's already 1 hour, me and luhan sat in our favourite cafe. We usually sit in here after going around the mall or after watching a movie. We love this cafe because it's not crowded with people. We can hear the song that roaming in the room. We can hear the sound of coffee bean being grinded and smell the roasted coffee bean. We could spend two or three hours sit in here talking about everything. But this time no words can come out from our mouth. we even barely see into each other eyes.

I stare down to the wooden table rather too focus while my brain just shut down. While luhan look outside from the window, like he find something he can't take his eyes off. But i know he is just as tired as i am. We just want to escape from the pain that we made it ourselves. But at the same time we don't want to separate because we still love each other. Seven years for God sake. It's not just a blink. We're through those seven years with hundred of dramas, but we always end up with sorry, hug, and 'i love you so much'. 

What we didn't know, the word 'sorry' that was said too many times would eventually lead us to a broken relationship. Because we found it too convenient to use and the sincerity in it became long gone. We stopped trying to keep each other feelings. We became more egoistic. We ended up getting into a big fight. A really big fight which after all the make up do we did, we could still feel the rage, dissapoinment, and sadness left. Everytime we met up, silence and distance built up. It brought madness to our relationship. 

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