Jiyong sat on his chair as he ran his hair through his perfect black hair. He is trying to compose a song for 2ne1’s comeback in his house when some unknown number sent him a picture. The picture that kept on bothering him. It’s Chae in a club dancing while a unknown guy who is hugging her waist. Jiyong cant help but get mad. How can she already act like nothing happened? She goes out with guys after the break up? It just been a day! Did she really love me? Many questions are popping inside his mind while thinking about it. Jiyong sighed and thew himself on the bed as he cover himself with a pillow. He smelled her sweet perfume on his pillow, he slowly closed his eyes and let himself fall into a deep slumber.

Chaerin is sitting in the cafeteria to eat when her phone vibrated. She unlocked it and her heart skipped a beat to see the name of the sender.

From : My Jingyo

“Baby where are you? I’m waiting for you in the room. Come here already. I miss you so much my baby girl. Spend the night with me okay?I love you my only Kiko.”

I stared at the message with a blank expression then another message came.

From : My Jingyo
“Sorry CL. Wrong message sent. It’s for KIko. Sorry.”

 
I quickly put my phone away. Is he playing games on me? I should change his name in my phone. He is not mine now. We’re just strangers now with memories.

I don’t even know if I’m still living. These days had been so long and makes me sad. Wake up - go to the building - practice - go home -sleep. That has been my routine for weeks. I smiled in front of the girls but my smile fades when I’m all alone. I also lost my appetite to eat and it made the girls to worry. I said that I’m fine and that I’m eating well. I felt the building is so small too. I see him everyday and it made it more harder to forget him. I didn’t know that it’s this hard to move on. We’ve been awkward with each other after the break up. I avoided him and I feel that he’s doing the same to me. He don’t even made an effort to reconcile with me.

*knock knock*

I looked up and looked at the door. I put my pen down and opened the practice room door and found Teddy standing there.

“Hey. Is something wrong oppa?”

“Chae, did you sleep here?” he asked me. Looking at the studio.

I smiled slowly. “ I just practiced. The dance is so cool and I’m hooked dancing to it. I need to perfect the dance. Besides I’m trying to compose a new song.”

I heard him sigh and nod. “Hyung liked the songs you composed. Let’s go talk about it.” He smiled and happily told me about it.

I nodded and we went on our way to the recording studio. Inside the studio is YG and him. I saw him reading the lyrics and I acted like I didn’t see him.

“Chaerin ah.” YG said, looking at me while smiling. “The song is so beautiful. It’s so emotional. Like you’re giving us a message through the song.”

If I were you :

Another day passes by like this
My whole day was spent for you

I wore the clothes that you liked the best
I should look beautiful in the mirror
But I just look miserable
The tactless night sky is so beautiful

I wish you could be me
I wish I could be you
I wish you could feel it for just a day
Your heart
My heart

I wish I could love you
I wish you would love me
I wish we could be together just for a day
So I can let you go without regrets

I want to throw away everything in front of me
I want to scream out loud but

The only one to listen would be me
Along with the burning candle
There’s not much left to my heart
This beautiful house feels like prison
The tactless night sky is so beautiful

I wish you could be me
I wish I could be you
I wish you could feel it for just a day
Your heart
My heart

I wish I could love you
I wish you would love me
I wish we could be together just for a day
So I can let you go without regrets

Sometimes, I want to push everything back and go out like you
I want to wash down my pain with alcohol, my sadness with laughter
But I don’t

I wish you could be me
I wish I could be you
I wish you could feel it for just a day
Your heart
My heart

I wish I could love you
I wish you would love me
I wish we could be together just for a day
So I can let you go without regrets

I wish you could be me
I wish I could be you
I wish you could feel it