I stare at my phone while sitting in the airport. Hoping to receive a message from her. I got a message from Xin that they arranged a party in Japan and said that I need to go there. I kept on waiting for my phone to ring. I really miss her. Her touch, her smile, her lips, her laugh. Everything about her, I miss it. If I just didn’t get drunk that night, I’m probably with her now. If only. But I can’t turn back time now. I can only continue this mess I started with. I’m still staring at my phone when I heard that my flight is about to take off. I sighed and slid my phone in my pocket then grabbed my bag and proceeded in the plane. I looked for my seat and sat beside the window. I looked outside and looked at the sky. My Ciel. I smiled and took my phone, unlocked it and check for any message from her. No message from her. Chae, just one message and I’ll take another flight to go there and celebrate my birthday with you. Just one message from you Chae. I won’t go to Japan. Chae. My Hunchae.

“Everyone please turn off your phone or gadgets for we are about to take off. Thank you.” a flight attendant said I looked at my phone again. Please. Just one message.

“Excuse me sir. Please turn off your phone for we are about to take off. Thank you.” a girl in a blue uniform said to me and I smiled slowly at her.

“Okay.” I turned off my phone and stared at the sky again. Chae. Did you really forget me?

[ Seoul, South Korea]

I’m holding my phone and is staring at the screen. Should I send him a message? It’s his birthday today. Should I greet him? I’ll just say that it’s because we’re from the same company so I greeted him. Not a bad idea right? Nothing is wrong in greeting right?

“Aish!” I said in frustration because I don’t know what decision what to make.

“What are you doing wifey?” I turned my head and saw Dara hand in hand with her boyfriend entering the room. I smiled at them.

“Just monitoring our performance.” I lied.

“You’re here Youngbae? Visiting your girl huh?”

“Yeah. Jealous because Ji is not here?” Youngbae smirked and my smile faded.

Dara elbowed him and he pouted. “I’m just kidding.”

“Wifey! Ignore what this pabo guy said.” she said as she move away from him.

Youngbae frowned and looked at his girl walking towards me. “I’m just kidding okay?”

“Whatever. You cant mess with my wifey.” Dara said and looked at my phone. I guess she saw my draft message to Jiyong because she smiled and held my hand and whispered. “It’s his day. Go greet him wifey.”

I’m laying on my bed and staring at my phone again. I should greet him. I smiled and logged in to my instagram account. I decide to check his profile before greeting him. I opened his latest picture and my heart felt lik