I see him,he is more handsome than before,nothing changed he is the yonghwa i meet years ago.My heart bumps in such rythim that i cant control my happiness for seeing him.I am still standing in front of him and i stare at him.We are both silence and i just cant take this no more i want to hear his voice,that voice that i missed so much.

Annyeonghasseyo yonghwa i said while i looked at him straigth in his eyes,i just missed those chocolate eyes i had missed it alot.

Anyeong he said with his cold voice without looking at her,he just stood in his place without not even looking at her.She felt her heart breaking she knows that sence the confession he hated her and he stills does.

"Eomma naega will go outside,i want to take fresh air"i said trying to hide my tears that were still not falling but they were about to come.

"Deh shin just be careful ok sweetie."

Mm...I walked away from his house and now i am at the garden,is true i wont hide it it hurts,it does,and these tears that are falling from my face is because of him,because of the love i still fell for him,i just wish to go back in time and had never told him about these stupid feelings.

"huhhuhhuhuhuhuhu"huhuh" (Crying)I cant it hurts alot,why why?did i had to ruin our friendship i am stupid,i hate myself and i hate my feelings towards him.I thougth telling him that i love him,he migth say it back but he didnt.He pushed me away and told me that he regrets everything.That hurted me and still hurts.

Its ok i understand,my yongie will never love me but i will love him forever.My shinny star he will always be."huhuhu"huhuhuu"(crying)
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As she finishes crying,she wipes her tears away and stays there for a bit admiring the garden.Minutes past and she walked once again to the mansion.She smiles at her eomma and greets once again to ms.jung and yonghwa.

Where were you my darling?

i was just admiring the garcen eomma,today is a beautiful day isn't she said while smiling really beautifuly infront of them.