No one knew how Kris could get 'free pass' to use all the facilies in hospital just to make him being 'invisible' so he could visited his lovely deer anytime he wanted. Just like this morning, Kris leisurely walked in from the backdoor and then used the employee's elevator to go to Luhan's room. 

He promised Luhan to come at 10 and ran their plan. He dropped by vending machine on the corner of the floor and bought two soft drinks before continued his move. He just moved a few steps but had to stop when he saw someone stood and stared at him with sad eyes 

"Don't take him..." 

"Lay..."

"I'm sorry... But I can't let you take him.."

"I'm not taking him.."

"I know.." Lay cut Kris

"I know you're not the one who made him wanted to leave us..I know Luhan was the one who asked you to take him.. But why you agreed? I mean.." Lay stopped to take a breath and calmed his shaky voice

"I just... Why you let him had that thought ... You could say no and asked him to come back..."

"I just think about his happiness..."

"And what about the rest of us?! What about.. Me...?! Don't you think about it?! Why you... I ... " Lay broke down. He brought his hand to cover his mouth and muffled his cry. 

"L-lay..." Kris approached Lay and hugged him

"I'm sorry.."

"If you really sorry, then don't let him go with you.. I need him, Kris... After you left.. He's the only one who gives me strength to stay.. If he leaves , I don't know what will happen.."

"Lay.."

"We already broken when you left, Kris.. We ARE broken now.. If Luhan leaves.. Can you imagine a shattered vase being broke again?!" Kris just kept silence while listening Lay.

"Please Kris... Let him stay.. For us.. For Tao.. " Lay paused to look up at Kris "For me, Kris..."

Kris sighed heavily. He saw Lay's eyes and he lost. He kissed Lay's forehead before hugged him