Siwan was still thinking of who to choose.

Siwan POV--

I love Kwanghee so much for the past few years. I waited so long to hear those words, why did it have to be at such a bad time!

Poor Minwoo. He suffered through so much. Hyungshik really was never the right choice for him. But maybe he's better than me. I just can't choose him over Kwanghee. I love Kwanghee too much. I choose you Kwanghee!!!!

Minwoo room, POV--

Siwan!! You cant choose Kwanghee! You can't! But I  know you will...you loved him for so long. I know it's wrong for me to take him away from kwanghee but i have to. I finally feel happy. I finally feel love. The love I missed so much from Hyungshik.

Hyungshik's been completely out of my mind these few days. His stupid stupid ways, I dont think i can ever forgive him.

Siwan finally gave me happiness and i should just enjoy it.

Even though my heart and mind keeps going back to Hyungshik.  Hyungshik-ah, i miss you.

I'm such an idiot to ever go back to him. To give him a second chance. I know he doesnt deserve it, but i dont think i can last much longer with Siwan.

What should i do? again, im stuck between the two...

But Hyungshik is the only one for me.

-Hyungshik POV-

"Kevin!!! Saranghaeyooo!!" I shouted as i gulped down my hundredth plate of food.

I'm in heaven!!!! Food heaven...

"I love you too baby! Just tell me what else you want me to cook, and I'll make it in a second!" Kevin said

awww Kevin is so awesome! He is the best!

"Thanks! I want another plate of dduboki and kimchi and ..........

-Few hours later-

and can i have icecream?" I had to catch my breath.

"Sure thing hun!" "I love you, my hyungshikkie!!" He said in his y y australian accent.

Daammn i just loove it how he speaks in that accent!!

I went over to him and wrapped my arms around him. "You are the best Kevin!" I attempted yet failed at saying in English.

I hugged him tight, yaay so huggable!!

Food time!!

5 mins later---

"Next i want some.........." I shouted for the millionth time today.

Kevin is such a good cook! I really dont think i can ever get tired of his food!

When i think back about Minwoo and his cooking..,

I cant help but smile like an idiot to myself.

-sigh- I kinda miss that guy.

I love Kevin only for his cooking, nothing more.

My heart and mind keeps going back to Minwoo. Minwoo-ah, i miss you.

I'm such an idiot to ever go back to him. I dont think he'll give me a second chance. But he seems so happy with Siwan. So loved.

I doubt he thinks about me anymore. I'm a stupid basterd to him.

After the movie theatre incident I felt too guilty to ever do that kind of thing with Kevin.

What if Minwoo just suddenly popped out of nowhere again?

I'm sure that Minwoo doesnt love me anymore.

But Minwoo is the only one for me.

A/N

Yaay two updates in a row! Must be a record to update so soon! But i really have to catch up and update like crazy..

yeaahh sorry if im really confusing with all this, "I love him, no i love him more" stuff...im so confusing..

:P hope you enjoyed

hopefully ill update again tomorrow!