I said goodbye to my mum and Jihyun and fastly ran out of our flat. That could happen only to me. Oversleep when going somewhere. In an hour I had to get to the airport and get to plane. The airport is on the other side of Seoul.

„Oh god, where is she?“ Ryeowook said looking at his expensive watch.
„She’ll be here in a while…“ Leeteuk answered but neither he wasn’t sure if I will be able to catch our flight.
„I admire your optimism…“ said Siwon irritably. „If we miss our flight, I’ll never talk with you again.“
„Don’t worry. Look, There’s she running!“ Heechul said pointing at me.
I finally found them. What a relief. I sat at my suitcase which was almost as big as I am.
„I’m so sorry guys. I overslept.“
„Apologize accepted but let’s go finally. Or we’ll really miss it.“ Kyuhyun wailed.
We got in plane just a few minutes before taking off. Of course we were in the first class. There were six double-seats with red covers of velvet. I didn‘t hessitate and sat down into one of them. It was so comfortable.
„Can I sit with you?“ asked me Leeteuk. I smiled and nodded. But when he was storing his cases Kyuhyun came to him.
„Hyung, I thought we’ll discuss the new choreography together. I’m not sure about the final part.“
„But I’ve told you to go to Eunhyuk. He’ll surely advise you better then me.
„I know. But he hasn’t got away from Donghae since the morning. He said he’ll explain me in hotel but that is too late.“ Kyuhyun was really sad. He was used to manage everything but he missed a few dancing practices.
„Fine then. Na Yeul? Would you mind if I sat with Kyu?“
„Why should I mind? Kyuhyun needs you much more then me.“ The matters around group are always more important. Leeteuk sat next to Kyu and I was alone again. Not for a long time. The last one who came on the board was Yesung.
„Siwon! I thought we were dealed.“ He looked at named painly.
„Oh, don’t make a camel from mosquite. I was here sooner. There’s nothing you can do about it.“ Heechul smiled as the biggest in the world.
„Fine… But where should I sit now?“
„Maybe I would know about one free seat.“ Siwon said evilly and looked in my direction. Yesung rolled his eyes.
„Really? Are you kidding?“ he rather didn’t want to hear the answer and went to take his seat.

Angrily he dropped his bag next to his seat and reluctantly sat down. For a while I stopped reading my magazine and watched him. I rather didn’t say anything but I waited if he will talk to me. But as I thought he paid no attention and put on his headphones. When we could hear our pilot’s voice that the plane is ready for taking off I took a deep breath.
„Don’t tell me YOU are afraid of flights.“ said a voice next to me. I stayed silent and tried to ignore another of Yesung’s allusion. But it did not discourage him. It was worse.
„Should I be prepared to passing you a sachet?“ he laughed.
„Take care of you, not of the others…“ I said coldly.
„Fine, as you want. But rather turn somewhere away from me. I have new jeans and I don’t want them to be destroyed the first day.“
„Oh…really good joke,“ I said sacastically. But when the plane moved off I realized that I might shouldn’t be so cold. Although his expression was as usual, I could see a little of dissapointment in his eyes. Did he expected any other reaction?

I enjoyed the rest of flight. Especially the service in the first class. So while the others was sleeping or talking about filming in States or consulting new choreography, I was ordering one meal after another. In the end, all food here was for free so why shall not try? I liked above all the desserts. They were just passing me another cup of icecream when Yesung said not very excitedly:
„How much are you going to eat?“ He had to be tired of exchanging empty plates and the full ones. „You’ll definitelly be fat as pig…“
„If you permit, I’ll eat whatever I want. It might was better when you ignored me.“
„Oh…C’mon why have we been fighting since we met?“
„We? You are the one who constantly has some problem. You constantly show me, how terrible I am. You make dirty jokes of me…“
„I see… But would it be alright if I apologized? Can we start again? Better?“ He totally disconcert me. I didn’t expect anything like that. I just misunderstandly stared at him. He looked amused by my reaction.
„What kind of flavour do you have?“
„Vanilla…“ I said silently.
„That’s my favourite.“ He tried to continue conversation. But it didn’t do anything with me.
„Look, I’m sorry for the dumb allusions and jokes and for embarrassing you ahead of the others. Can you forgive me?“ I was still in shock but I slowly nodded. He was still my bias and what if? What if this is start of friendship which will be something more in the future. I know, it was unreal. But what if? I could see smile on his face. Is it possible?, I asked myself. He extended his hand to me with words:
„I’m Kim Jong Woon. I’m famous singer and my English is horrible.“ I repayed him a smile and squeezed his hand: „My name is Kim Na Yeul. I’m a teacher and I will help you to improve it, if you want to.“

After landing my work started. While boys were reading, listening to music or just talking, I changed into their manager. Calling people who were supposed to work with SuJu, I was looking for our van. It should wait next to the exit of our terminal. But nothing went as should… as usual. In the end they sent me SMS that they’ll be there a little bit later. I finally end my call with director who was looking forward to the next day and came back to SuJu.
„Do you want tacos too?“ asked me Donghae as I sat down to one of the armchairs.
„No thanks, I’m full,“ I said wearily. I found Yesung’s glance which was simply saying ‚I told you… Don’t eat that much‘
„But Hyuk Jae has bought you one already…“
„Then I’ll eat it!“ Ryeowook screamed suddenly as if he feared that anyone else would want it.
Sungmin sighed: „How does he do that? He eats tones of this junk food and still looks as advertisment for malnutrition.“
„Somebody’s lucky person,“ Wook answered and chuckled.
My phone started to ring again. I got up and accepted it.
„Our van is on the other side of airport,“ I said when I hung up. „They said it’ll be faster if we walk there. Apparently, there's a lot of cars.“
„Anyway, he's lazy and does not go here…“ Siwon said boringly. We took our cases and went in a direction of our disposal.

I came to balcony of my luxury room, looking at the shining panorama of Los Angeles. I have always wished to go there. There was big silent. It made me think about my future. My dream was to move somewhere to the States and work there. But then I’d have to cancel the contract with SM, ‚break up‘ with Jung Soo… That time I was simply stucked in Korea. My train of thoughts stopped quite silent ‚Hey‘ next to me. I turned my haed and met his look.
„You’re not sleeping yet?“ I asked Leeteuk.
„Maybe I should ask you the same,“ he smiled brightely.
„But I’m not shooting the new MV tomorrow,“ I paid the smile back. „It’s cold here, isn’t it…“ I crossed my arms on my chest.
„Yeah, wait, take this.“ He gently passed me his sweatshirt, while staying only in vest and tracksuit. „I actually want to talk with you about something. May I-?“
„-Sure,“ I didn’t let him finish his sentence. „We can go inside if you want.“
He agreed, climbed over the rail and we went into my room.
„So how to start… You’ve already known my feelings for you, right?“ I slowly nodded quite embarrased. He continued: „Well, I was thinking for a long time about it. If our relationship has some real sense. I mean… If it all could be real. Is there any chance that you could feel the same to me oneday?“ I didn’t know what to answer. I wasn’t sure. I liked him as my friend, as somebody who can I trust. I told him the truth but I gave him small hope: „-maybe if we started again, if I forgot the circumstances under which we started to date, you could be more than a friend to me.“
„Fine, so let’s make a deal. I will be patient and I will wait until you’ll be prepared. And you’ll promise you’ll gave me a chance.“
„That sounds reasonably,“ I agreed.
„And I forgot,“ he turned before leaving, „call me oppa, please.“ We both smiled and wished good night to each other and he left.

After I finished another chapter in my book, I decided to check the others. If they’re sleeping. I went out to the corridor and listened carefully at every door. It looked like everyone had been in beds dreaming already. Then I heard sounds behind the corner. I found there Kyuhyun sitting with his laptop playing some games.
„Shouldn’t you be in bed right now?“ I said strictly. He was probably a little scared of me. Then he put his hand on his chest with a relief: „ I almost thought it is the leader. Thank god you are not. Why? Have the others been sleeping already?“
„Yes. They have.“
„Damn it… And I have just started to win.“
„What are you playing?“ I sat down next to him.
„League of Legends… you don’t know it.“ He was right. I had no idea about videogames. „I saw Leeteuk hyung leaving your room. Why was he there?“
„You’re watchful,“ I stated, „But if you want to know-„
„Totally,“ he closed the laptop and listened carefully to all of my words.
„So you’ve made a deal…“ he said quite upset.
„Yes, why do you express so?“
He shaked his head. „Nothing, I’m just worried that he won’t be able to keep it. I’m worried about you. You know… he’s compleatly in love with you and also an impatient person. And that’s very bad combination. Normally he’s kind and calm. But whenever he loved someone, he turned into a jealuos boyfriend. Last time, we couldn’t even meet his nearly girlfriend because nothing was clear and he was scared that she’d simply fall in love with any of us. I think he just won’t hold out…“
„Wow, that’s… I have no words. But thank you. And you don’t have to worry. I’ll cope with it.“ I said.
„I hope it will be fine. But remember: Don’t talk discreetly to any of us whe he is close. Don’t make any foolery. And don’t make him be worry about you.“
Then he wished goodnight and went to his room. I could not sleep then. I was thinking of what Kyu said. I decided to keep my promise until he’ll break his. Then I would be supposed to end this comedy.