Part 2 - Crush

Nightly Fool

"Hyun Jae + Min Ki = Hyun Ki!"

Why did the thought of the fans imagining us as a couple send a rush through me? I shook my head a bit, beginning our dance routine.

When my rap solo came I wasn't panting. I was sweating but not tired. I was filled with the adrenaline I always felt when on stage with my members.

I exchanged a glance with Hyun Jae, who smirked.

We continued on.

~

"Good job, guys," I said, grinning as I entered my room in our dorm, sitting on my bed. 

"Hyung, your performance was better than usual today. Were you doing it for someone special today?" Hyun Jae wiggled him eyebrows before walking into our shared bathroom to wipe off his makeup.

"Maybe. I'm not sure myself..." I mumbled.

"What'd you say, hyung?"

"I just said it's 'cause we won that award today." I said as the younger boy handed me a face wipe.

"Mhmm," Hyun Jae laughed, "I'm sure it is."

"Hey! I'm not lying," I glared at him.

Hyun Jae laughed.

We both laid down on our beds. We would normally just lay down and talk before we went to sleep. Sometimes our conversations went on for hours.

"Be honest with me, hyung. Do you like someone?" He asked me in a gentle tone.

I paused, "I'm not sure, to be honest. But... They would never like me anyway."

Hyun Jae smirked, "Any girl would want you."

"Yeah... Any girl." I mumbled inaudibly.

"What did you say?" He asked.

I shook my head, "Nothing."

"Hyung, you can tell me anything. You know that, right?"

I smiled, "Yeah, Hyun Jae. I know."

Except for one thing.

"We should go drinking tomorrow. We don't have any shows for a few days."

"Okay, hyung."

I got up, turning the lights out. "Good night, Hyun Jae."

"Night, hyung."

I like you.

~

"Ugh, hyung. You're so heavy." Hyun Jae mumbled as we stumbled into our dorm. "We shouldn't have gone drinking. We should have just gone with the other members to the movies."

I groaned, pushing myself away from the shorter boy, grabbing the collar of his shirt and dragging him into our room.

I pushed him against the wall, closing the door behind us.

"Oh god, I forgot you're an aggressive drunk. I shouldn't have let you drink... Come on, let's go to bed, okay, hyung?" Hyun Jae said nervously.

I pinned him to the wall, staring into his wide, surprised brown eyes. I was focused only on him, barely able to feel the high tension in the air.

Those were the eyes that I had liked so much for the past few months. My own eyes traveled to his full, beautiful lips.

I found my face slowly moving towards him. My lips coming closer to the perfect ones that belonged to my roommate. My band member. My best friend.

Suddenly I pressed my lips to his. I could feel the shock in his body.

To my surprise, his soft lips started moving with mine.

~

I slowly opened my eyes, sitting up in my bed. My head hurt like hell, and I felt nauseous.

It was a dream.

It was just a dream.

Was it? Or did it happen?

Hyun Jae came to my side, holding a bottle of medicine.

"Take these. You drank too much last night, hyung."

"Hyun Jae... Did... Something happen between us last night?"

"Well... You randomly pinned me up against a wall, stared at me then passed out." He laughed.

Of course. Even drunk, I wasn't able to do what to wanted. I felt disappointed but at the same time I felt slightly relieved. Hyun Jae doesn't even like me... That would simply ruin things between us. I'm sure he likes girls, anyways...

I smiled a fake smile, "Thanks."

Suddenly Vince stepped into our room. "So, I heard you got super drunk last night," The maknae laughed.

I glared at him, and he raised his hands in surrender with a smirk still on his face.

"Did any press find out, Jin Mo?" I asked, taking the medication for my hangover from Hyun Jae.

"Nope, you're safe." He grinned, "If that's all then..." The maknae skipped out of the room.

~

"I can't believe we're going to China to promote!" Hyun Jae squealed excitedly as we got out of our car.

I smiled. It was exciting, getting out of Korea for a couple weeks. A few of our members knew some Chinese, and Hyun Jae and I had both been born in China. I couldn't wait to be back in the place that I had spent most of my childhood in.

Hyun Jae and I walked side by side through the packed airport. We started to drift apart a bit, and Hyun Jae grabbed my hand, smiling at me.

I couldn't help feeling suddenly nervous. I looked away, smiling while looking ahead.

 

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Okay this update took quite a while but I'll try to update more often. I've figured out what I want to do with this story now~

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keepyourheadphoneson #1
Chapter 7: TT.TT
NOOOOOO
crying. actually sobbing. the angst is real. seriously. ugh. i can't.
sharnz
#2
Chapter 7: that .... Was,.,, ing....

Depressing as HELL! T_____T but i really love it. I cried while listining to mess we've made.