A./N. any ways this is like a continuation of chapter 16 so if ever you're confuse just start reading chpt 16 againg and also 17-18 so that you will not be confuse in some other part of the this chapt.....

 

Authors P.O.V

 

After the phone call yuri droped taeyeon in her house then she drove back into the school where Jessica is..

 

She went to the green house and she saw Jessica sitting in a bench the glow of the moon is shining over her

 

Oh.. god why does she look like sooyeon?

 

Yuri thought before she went over to Jessica that is patiently waiting for her..

 

“hey!” said yuri

 

“hi!”

 

“sorry did you wait for long? “

 

“no its ok..”

 

"then shall we go inside? we can talk there in the dancing room" yuri said and jessica just nodded and started to go inside

 

INSIDE THE DANCING ROOM

“so ehm...you said you want to talk to me right? so what it is?”

 

“yuri i want to tell you the whole truth..." yuri looked at her confused.

 

" look i want to tell you the whole truth i know who your girlfriend is, she was my twin sister who died 3 years ago and  i decided to come here in korea to study

and to know you more to know why sooyeon was deeply and madly in love with you that she choosed you over her heart transplant back in US  but things changed

and now that I get to you more and more and..”

 

 jessica wasnt able to finish what she was going to say because of the hard slap on her right cheek she looked at yuri with wide eyes from the shock yuri’s eyes

were full of anger

 

 "who you think you are to use me?!! why in the hell you had to hide that from me!! how can you use me like that?!! why you did all this?!! tell me one thing just

one word!!" yuri said with full of anger

 

 "b..because after i find you and know about you and her life i can go back peacefully in US!" jessica shouted back now tears running down her eyes yuri looked

at her and said

 

 "i hate you!!i dont want to see you again!! leave me alone and dont ever think on talking to me again!!"

 

with that yuri run toward the door she opened the door and run as fast as she can jessica fell on the ground while crying she looked at the mirror and saw her lip

bleeding she scoffed her self and said

 

"you deserve more than this cut in the lip"

 

 And after that Jessica went home and she found out that krystal still not home yet so she sit in the sofa that was in the living room and start recalling what

happen earlier.. tear drops in her eyes and remembering the hurt in yuri’s eyes and she felt that her heart is heavy because of lying to everyone around her..

 

Cut in the lips is not enough for you Jessica.. after lying to everyone even to your self… you deserve more than this..

 

She mentally said it her self

 

When suddenly krystal came inside the house while crying hard

 

So she get up from where she was sitting and then she wipe away her tears and went to her sister room

 

After a few knock krystal didn’t response so she open the door she saw krystal on the middle of her bed with her head on her knees it was the first time she saw

her like this ....she looked at her sister and said

 

"yah why are you crying" but she didnt get any reply she went more near and looked at her sister "stop crying soojung-ah such a beautiful face should not cry

you know soojung-ah"

 

when krystal heard this words she lifted her head she had this tiny llittle hope that the one who said those words was sooyeon but she was disappointed when

she looked up and she saw jessica there her eyes showed that she pittied her, krystal got angry and said

 

"Don't you dare to copy the words of my unnie!! i know you hate me!!! i know that you always hated me because all people attention was over me and sooyeon

unnie!! i know you hate me to the point where you would just leave me alone in a forest!! i know that you are doing this to me just because before unnie died her

last words were to take care of me!!! what kind of care is this huh?! tell me what kind of love is this?!! i know that you hate me but you know as much as you hate

me i hate you too!! i dont need anyone to pitty me!! and if there was someone that would pitty me that can be anyone else but not you!! i would never accept

your pitty toward me!!"

 

when krystal said that she was on her foots and jessica got trapped in the corner of the room by krystal.... jessica was so scared at that moment because the

krystal she knew it wasnt there anymore now she was facing a hurted krystal a krystal that was full of hate and pain

 

And at that moment she realize why sooyeon has her full attention to krystal because krystal is a fragile girl she can easily get hurt and also she bottled up all

her hurting….

 

Weeks later the jung sister is still not talking to each other and also Jessica stop going to school because she don’t know how she will face yuri after everything

that happened….

 

One night Jessica woke up in the middle of the night thinking that maybe she could talk to krystal but before she open her door she heard a door in the living

room close she immediately get out of her room and look at krystal room and she saw nothing and she went back to her room and look at the window and she

saw krystal walking alone…

 

She is competing to her self weather she followed krystal or not…

 

but before she decide she cant see krystal anymore…

 

“maybe she is just hungry and went to a store and buy some foods ill just wait for her here!’

 

She said to no one….

 

While she was waiting for krystal in the living room she remember the things that sooyeon do to her when their mother is scolding her for doing wrong….

 

Another tears falls from her eyes and said…

 

“why sooyeon why? why do you need to let me be alone? Why do you needed to go and leave me behind in this crazy world? I feel so lost right now I don’t know what to do….

The person you loved…. No! the person we love hates me and also krystal hates me… mom still not talking to me and….”

 

Before she finish her words she heard some motorcycles noise out side her house and she looked at that clock and its 2am in the morning and she get back to

her senses that krystal is still not yet at home…jessica stand up from where she is sitting and wipe all her tears before she peeked on the window…

 

Her eye was widen when she saw krystal talking to a gangster on a motor cycle… she became furious because she know that their mom will kill her if anything

happen to krystal…

 

When krystal whent back inside the house Jessica asked with a mad tone

 

  "its 2:12 AM and you are freaking hanging out with a GANGSTER WHERE IN THE FREAK WERE YOU TILL NOW LITTLE JUNG!!"

 

Jessica saw krystal murmuring something she don’t care she wants to know why krystal went home late…

 

"unnie she is not a ganster she is amber she studies at our school she is my friend and i was with her she helped me to get a hold on my self and i had so so

sooooooo much fun with her and im telling you that tomorow she will come and pick me up to school and she said that we will have a great day tomorrow so i

should sleep so i can be in full energy!!" 

 

Jessica was shocked at the little jung’s expression she is jumping in joy while telling her story…

 

Jessica felt a little jealous but she didn’t let krystal to see it so she just told her…

 

 "go to sleep" 

 

And then Jessica went straight back to her room and lay her self in her bed staring at the sealing….

 

What is wrong with me that I cant even make my own sister happy!..

 

That is what jessica’s thought before she closed her eyes….

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so anyways... im back!!! REIKO here 
thanks for my friend kryber_lover for updating 2 chapters..

sorry guys that i've been gone for a long time 

i promise that i will be active again kekekeke

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