KRYSTAL'S P.O.V

its been 3 weeks since the last time me and vic unnie spoke about my sister's twin and now i feel relief that someone is looking after me like sooyeon

unnie did back then actually me and jessica unnie was never really close... we just became close after sooyeon unnie died in heart desease and since

then she take care of like my late unnie did but one thing i know why she is doing that to me is becase she feel pity on me... and it mekes my heart

broken... actually for me its ok not to be close and also not to talk to her than what she is doing to me......

and today i feel the preasure of this competetion and also now i feel my mind is gowing to blow... now i feel panic because today i will stand in front of

many people and now that i am thinking about it... it makes me want to puke because of nervousness......

vic:"yah! krys are you ok?"

vic unnie asking me every second since we got to school i know this pageant will start at 7pm and i have plenty of time to calm my self but everytime that

passed... more and more i become unconfortable....

vic:"hey! hey! look at me krystal...."

i look at her as what she said to me....

vi:" you will going to be fine.. and remeber that i will always... always by your side... remeber that ok!"

i dont know what happend but the panic inside me was swiped away and the words always by your side reminds me of sooyeon... 

and suddenly a smile crept into my face knowing that i will be fine later on.....

TAYEON P.O.V

today is the day.. today me and tiffany will going to sing the song i wrote for her the song of my heart the song that i kept for a very long time.. and the song

that describe my feelings for her...

and now we are seating side by side in front of the old piano and i am playing the song "lost in love" i dont know why but we both just listen to piano and

we both not saying any words... 

and while i am playing the song i felt something heavy in my shoulder and i look at the source and i saw fanny leaned her head in my shoulder like what

we always do in the past.. and now... i am looking at her deeply still playing the piano...

her eyes closed and i can feel her hot breath.... and *sight*

i also closed my eyes....

if i can only turn back time... 

if i can only have you again in my arms whenever you need me...

if only... 

if only you can also love me back the way i love you...

if only....

TIFFANY'S P.O.V

i felt taeyeon movement after i leaned my head onto her shoulder my eys closed feeling the song that she's playing....

i dont know why i cant be happy and satisfied that i am with her right now....

if only you could understand tae why i am doing this...

if you could only see the fake smile i have whenever i am with him

if only you could know my prayers at night...

if only i can be with you everyday,every minutes and everysecond i will

if only....

if only you could know how much i love you....

if only.....

JESSICA's P.O.V

its been week passed me and yuri are now slowly opening up... but... the revelation i found about her is that she's my twin's first and last love.. and now i

slowly understand why sooyeon feel for her even in her death she's still thinking about yuri.. now.. now i know.. she is the opposite yuri that i can see

everyday the kwon yuri that every one know... the cold, arrogant, selfish and strick is really the opposite when you are with her.... 

sooyeon.. i am sorry but i think i am falling for the person you've been inlove...

YURI's P.O.V

being with ice princess is not really that defficult because in everyday that we've been together is i slowly learning to know why she's like that and i can

say that we both understand each other in the way that we both lost a precous person in our lives.. but i still feel strange that she and sooyeon has

similarities on their ouside appearance......

but for now that i slowly getting to know her makes me want to fall inlove again... but... but i dont think that i am ready to fall again... the scar in my heart is

still there but still you cannot control what you feel sometimes.. you .. you feel something that... that you never feel before....

AMBER's P.O.V

jelousy is really killing me right know... i her everyday with someone i am very close and seing her happy with that person makes my heart broken into

picesess but i need to be strong i need to focus on this part of my life.. i still need to keep my cold image to everyone... 

HALOW.... i think i dont have enough inspiration for this chapter.. i feel sad no commented on the previews chapters.....

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