AMBER'S P.O.V

 

i left the roos as soon as possible after the meeting was over and i went to the green house to think... 

 

why do i felt this way.. why do i feel jelous over vic unnie... the game is not yet started but i am now knock down to my kness....

 

i sit in the corner and put my knees into my chest and hug them... 

 

one things i hate about love is that no matter how hard you try not to feel something about a certain person you will end up falling hard... knock out and.....

 

author's p.o.v

 

tears runs down into amber's face can't contain the feelings that she feel for that person she know that eventhough she just knew her for just a week but one

thing she know right now is that she fell deeply....

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on the other hand taeyeon and tiffany are walking in the garden of the school like they always do whenever tiffany is sad taeyeon is always acompanying her

there but this time its a different story....

 

TAEYEON P.O.V.

 

walking in the garden with tiffany is like walking with a knife in my heart but i know she's happy with her boyfriend i close my eyes and sigh....

 

tiff:taetae?

 

"hmm??"

 

tiff:"i heard that you were sick in last week are you ok now?"

 

"hmm yeah (fake smile)"

 

tiff:"im sorry..."

 

i cut her off and change our topic

 

"ahmm so what do you want to do in the talent portion in the festival?"

 

tiff:" ahmm i am bad at dancing so i think we can sing?"

 

"ahhmm that's a good idea so we will do a duet song... and what song you want to sing?"

 

tiff:"yeah a duet......ahmm the song that you wrote when we are still in middle school.."

 

"Lost in Love?"

 

tiff:"yeah!..."

 

"ok.. so i think lets start practice tomorow if you are free..."

 

tiff:" ok ill tell nickhun so that he will know what time he will pick me up..."

 

"oww... ok.. sure.."

 

i look at my clock and i saw that it's 8:30 pm already 

 

"ahmm so let's go home then? i'll drive you back home..."

 

tiff:" sure but... nickhun must be waiting for me.."

 

just in time when she said that her phone beep and a message from nickhun...

 

gosh i hate that guy...!! 

 

after that we both went to the car park and i saw nickhun waiting outside in his car... and at that moment anger and brokeness is the only thing i feel... and

when i saw tiffany run to him and gave him a peck in the cheek cloud of tears form into my eyes... so i walk fast into my car not noticing tiff is calling me...

 

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YURI P.O.V

 

i am now walking in the parking lot when i heard tiffany calling taeyeon

 

tiff:"taetae wait!"

 

i look at the part where tiffany is looking i saw taeyeon walking fast into her car and start it immidiately... i look back at tiffany and i saw nickhun with a smirk in

his face... i felt anger burning into my soul and i want to just go to him and smack his face but since  i didn't know what happen i just run into my car and follow

where taeyeon go

 

while driving i tried to call her phone but she dont want to answer it..... but i still follow her car... and when she came into her destination she stoped her car and

same a mine i look arround and i found out that we are now at looking view of seoul....  i didn't came out of my car first i wait for taeyeon to go out....

 

i wait for about 5 mins and i saw her walking infront of her car and sit there i walk out of my car and also sit beside her...

 

"so? what happend?"

 

i asked her and she put her head in my shoulder while still looking at the view of seoul...

 

taeng:" why is it hard to just forget and be happy for her? why is that when i know she's happy i feel pain?"

 

"that is because love is unfair!"

 

taeng:"is that what the reason why you always cold to someone who is having a crush to? or confess their feelings bacause love is unfair? is that why you build

the wall into you heart? because you're afraid? afraid to be broken? to lost someone you love?"

 

she aked me that question still looking at the view...

 

"ahmm... yeah... but i think the lost to part is not true! i am not afraid to be broken or to loose someone beacause i felt that feelings before i just dont want to

happend again..." i answer her qestion and she look at me confuse when i told her about my feelings before...

 

taeng:"wait you fell inlove with someone before?"

 

"yeah... her name is jung sooyeon... ahmm she is my classmate when we still in middle school and she is the reason why i lef my hometown and live here in

seoul because of the sad memories with her..."

 

taeng:"what happen? did you two broke up or something?"

 

"ahmm she died, she never tell me she has a heart problem so i thought she's ok but when i heard to her friends the reason why she's not school for two weeks

is because she's in the hospital so i tried to asked her friends and they tell me what hospital i went there but it's too late... i am too late she's already gone...

and i hate my self for being so insensitive... the only thing i have of her is the letter that her mom gave me..."

 

taeng:"how come you didn't know?"

 

"i always call and text her why she's absent but she...*sob*... she just reject my calls and also not replying into my text...."while i am confessing about my past

to her i feel like tears is now falling like a water falls into my eyes i cant stop it..." and since i dont know where she lives i dont have any chance to know what is

happening to her..... so when i had a chance to talk to her friends it's too late"

 

taeng:"ouch... i am sorry i never thought that.. by the way is she you first love?"

 

" *sob* its's ok .... yeah..."

 

we both sat in quiet and dont talk for fifteen minuites and while looking at the view the image of sooyeon that i erased in my head when i went here in seoul

came back into my mind.......

 

sooyeon do you think it's time for me to move forward and fall in love again?

 

do you think my heart can bear the pain if ever.... if ever someone broke it again?

 

sooyeon i miss you.....

 

 

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woah  im back guys.... kyaaaaaaaaaahhh sorry i didnt update for two days i became sick but now i am ok... by the way who do you think sooyeon in jung siblings?? heheheheh and also sorry for the kryberss out there.. and thanks for the suscribers... guys please do comment i need it i need to be presured right now!!!! so that my brain will function i need demand.....
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by the way who watched the first episode of tae-ti-seo? i think that segment of onstyle should called kim family vication!... full of taeny moments with their baby seo heheheheh
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