Kris POV:

Just like any other day , I came home with bruises on my face and a stained uniform.Dad wasn't home from work yet , and I'm glad about that.I quickly put the uniform in the washing machine and turned it on , maybe it'll be clean before he comes home.While the washing machine washed my uniform , I went into the kitchen to get something to eat. Today was one of the rare days when dad had to work till 6 p.m. One of the days where I could eat something else besides the crappy school food.

I went into my room and took out my laptop. As I was eating the apple , I logged into this website called "Spinchat.com" There I had a anonymous profile. Most of my classmates were on this site but unlike them I didnt upload a picture. I didnt want to get bullied online aswell. Even my nickname , _Stained_Wrists , didnt give them a glue that it was me.

I noticed that I had 3 new mails , all from people who also suffer from bullying , abuse  or self harm. Some even have an eating disorder. Unlike in school , here I was liked. Thats because noone knew who I really was. I gave myself the nickname  , Jiaheng. So noone knew I was KrisThe people I usually talk to here were from all over the world. I mostly talk to europeans , asians or americans. 

Suddenly  I got a new friendship reguest. It was from  Chanyeol. Oh  great. I gotta be careful  not to let him notice who I am. I accepted his friendship request and intantly got a mail from him.

"Sent from Chanyeollie_XD August 6th 14:09 p.m

Hi Dude. Thanks for accepting me. My name's Chanyeol. I've read your profile. It must feel horrible to be bullied and abused at home. But hey stay strong. If you ever wanna talk  you can mail me :)"

I quickly replied him. We ended up talking for 4 hours. I told him that I lived in korea , but not in which city. I told him that some people bully me because im fat.  Oh what a great lie. I actually would love to be fat but sadly my dad wont feed me. I also told him how my dad would abuse me and me sometimes.Suddenly I heared the front door slam closed. Oh great the devil in person is back. I sighed and logged out.

"SON! COME DOWN HERE!" my dad yelled. I sighed and went down to the kitchen.

"What is it , dad" I asked rather annoyed. He glared at me

"Is that how you speak to your father , you worthless son of a ?" He yelled and grabbed me by my collar. I apologised and asked him again , friendlier this time.

"Daddy had a really bad day at work. Daddy is really pissed off because you didnt clean the house like i told you to this morning!" Oh . Because I kept talking to Chanyeol I completley forgot to do the chores. I gulped and bowed.

"I'm sorry dad. I came  home really late from school." I apologised

"Save your cheap excuse , were you ing someone again huh  you ?" He yelled and grabbed my hair "How often do I have to tell you to do what I say? Do you want to end up like your mom?! Well actually , I would be reliefed if you finally die.You disgust me. You killed my beloved wife and turned out to be a . I wish you would just die!Now get  out of my sight , you make me go blind! " he shooed me away. I ran into my room and locked the door , I began crying and logged into spinchat again. I wanted to talk to Chanyeol so badly.

"Sent to Chanyeollie_XD August 6th 18:14 p.m

Chanyeol...My dad he... he came home and yelled again because I forgot to do the chores..He said he wanted me dead because not only did I kill my mom, but I also am a ..why is it so wrong to be gay? Im a human too...I have feelings too...I just want to be loved... why does noone like me?  What did I ever do wrong? If everyone wants me to disappear so badly...shouldnt I just disappear and do everyone a favour? :((((("

5 minutes later I got a reply

"Sent from Chanyeollie_XD August 6th 18:19 p.m

No Jiaheng dont kill yourself! You are worth a lot! Those people are all just stupid. There is nothing wrong with being gay. And you never did anything wrong. Believe me. You never did anything wrong. Please dont hurt yourself. Dont ever hurt yourself again okay? Promise me. You arent worth it. You deserve better.You deserve happiness. And one day you will find it. I'll help you get through it. !"

But before I could reply , my dad barged into my room and hell did he look pissed off. He grabbed me by my hair and threw me across the room.My head hit the wall hard and I felt something warm flow down. I touched it and when i looked at my hand I widdened my eyes. Blood...

When he finished beating me , I limped to my drawyer and searched for my blade. I made 3 long , deep cuts.

Chanyeol POV:

I met someone online...His name is Jiaheng. He said he gets bullied and abused. He sent me a mail that his dad was back home. Oh how badly I wanted to get him out of that house. I replied him but he suddenly went offline. I got worried.

The next day at school I saw Kris limping again. I didnt really want to bully him. Yes  I hated him for liking me more than he should but that was no reason to bully him.But since I didnt want to lose my kingka reputation , I decided to play along with my friends. So once again I bullied him today. But when I was about to punch him ,  I saw the look in his eyes.The look of pain , sadness...I could see that he aksed himself "Why me?" He looked.. empty. So I didnt punch him. I told my friends that it was enough for today. Without helping him , I walked away , leaving him alone in the gym , crying to himself like a lost kid.

He missed english class ,but he was there in history , I caught something I never wanted to see , his sleeve is stained red. Is he.. cutting himself?

//A/N: So Since I share my laptop with my older brother , he  uses it more often than I do. Only if he isnt home I use the laptop. I use it right now so I actually made a long chapter. But when I update by cellphone , I wont make long chapters. I apologise for that. Like always I wrote what came into my mind^^ So dontjudge me. Im not good in planning chapters ^^ Im the creative , spontanous type ^^ Anyways , hope you enjoyed it and thanks for reading

~Cassiopeia4ever