Hallway of the hospital ....

I step with afraid feeling.. Back remember 15 minutes ago when I go to doctor obgyne.

Flash back .....

"Agashi..please look at the screen which is next to you .." ask nurse yoon to me ..

Deg ... deg ..

I can see very clearly .. it is a moving motion picture .. black and white .. picture from inside me ..

"Naeunssi .. you can see the little blob?"

"Nee doctor ..."

"The new age enters your pregnancy its four weeks, it is an embryo .. can not say the fetus .. The first body part that will appear the first time is the spine, the nerves of the brain, heart, blood circulation, and begin forming the digestive tract. Gradually these embryos will be formed until late in your pregnancy that later at the age of 37 to 40 weeks .. "said the doctor park to me ..

Unnoticed tears fell trickling in my cheek .. thats makes me very touched .. so this a small black blob .. its my baby ..my baby ...

"This is very weak embryo naeunssi ..."

"Weak?"

Piiiip

Doctor park turn off the ultrasound machine .. he motioned me to go with him ..

I slap the tears that had flowed freely .. then I started to slowly rise aided by nurse yoon .. softly  buttoning my shirt back ...

"Agashi please sit down .." doctor park smiled as to allow me to sit in front of him ..

"Kamsamnidha .."

"How your feeling when seeing new life begins to grow in the you womb naeunssi?"

I answered the question the doctor park with a small smile ..

Doctors park smiles understand, "araseo .. definitely excitement you can not express your feelings with words, right?"

"Nee .."

"Naeunssi .. there are some things I need to tell about your first pregnancy around this .. you're ready to hear and digest my words?"

"I am ready doctor ..."

"Araseo .. I will immediately discuss the direction of the conversation .. you know naeunssi, ages one to four months of pregnancy is a very dangers .."

"Dangerous?" Repeated

"Yes ... I mean cartilage is danger to abortus .."

"Abortus? I do not want a doctor ... "hear the word-abortus- instantly made me scared .. I do not dare imagine .. let alone to events .. not!

"Therefore I will explain to you how to care for and preserve your content well .. please do listen and apply ..."

I nodded ..,"nee.."

"Naeunssi .. you must know clearly, fetal bladder that you have a big impact on you .. I mean, whatever you feel .. that you eat .. definitely will impact directly to your baby .. for example .. when you feel stressed, automatic it all instantly your baby feels too .. your baby will feel uncomfortable and become weak .. so whenever possible you should always be happy sunssi .. do not think too hard .. pamper yourself and your baby. This factor called factor psychological. "said the doctor park

I was silent for a moment .. trying to understand all the words of the doctor park in memory of my brain ...

"And for the food, then I will give the right advice book for pregnant women .. read .. and if you are confused by the explanation of the book, you can directly call me right away and asked more clearly ..."

"Kamsamnidha dock ..."

"The most important and that you should not indulge too heavy! In addition to psychological factors, physical factors are also very dangerous for your baby! "

"Araseo .. I'll remember that dock ..."

Sraaaat ..

park doctor tore a piece of paper that contains prescription 

"Kamsamnidha ..." I took a piece of paper out of the hands of doctors park

End of flash back

Along the hall where I my stomach endlessly .. which is a happy woman after discovering she was pregnant .. there is a growing baby..growing inside my stomach .. from now on I could no longer walk on myself own, but now I go along with my baby .. wherever I go, there will always be my baby ...

This happiness will feel perfect if only my status now as a wife of my husband .. but in reality, I'm just a student .. how later if people know about my pregnancy ..my parents.. what will they do to me later .. I simply