Crazier
Longing *abandoned*
I've never gone with the wind
Just letting it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen before.
~~
Ryeowook had always lived a structured life.
Rules and regulations pasted all over.
His life in short,was predictable.
He dated Kyuhyun in college,moved in with the man when they graduated.
Waking up in a warm bed every morning. Intense love-making at night.
Structure structure structure.
Ryeowook was content with his life. Mundane as it may seem.
Untill Kyuhyun left and shattered his heart.
Untill Sungmin stepped out of the sidelines and into centre-stage.
~~
I was trying to fly
But i couldnt find wings
Then you came along
And changed everything.
~~
Sungmin hyung gave him the strength to carry on after Kyuhyun.
To live his life without Kyuhyun.
Ryeowook would be eternally grateful to his hyung.
~~
You showed me something that i couldnt see
Opened my eyes and made me believe.
~~
The day before he departed for Japan,
the day he heard Sungmin sing.
Ryeowook realized that his hyung had been loving him ever since they were kids.
He realized that he had been blind. But he could see now..
Ryeowook saw. Saw a man truly worthy of his love.
He saw Lee Sungmin.
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You lift my feet off the ground and spin me around
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like i'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,crazier
And oh, how i love it.
~~
Ryeowook grinned to himself as he drove to his hyung's apartment.
Heart thumping,he imagined how Sungmin would react upon seeing him.
And he laughed out loud in exhillaration.
~~
Ryeowook parked his car and was just about to step out when he saw Sungmin tightly embrace a girl.
His smile faltered and he restarted his engine, driving in the other direction.
~~
Sungmin thought he saw Ryeowook's red convertible from the corner of his eye.
He shook his head slowly. He had to remember that his dongsaeng wasnt coming back.
No matter how much he wanted Ryeowook beside him.
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