Suddenly he's leaving
Suddenly the promise of love has gone
Suddenly,breathing seems so hard to do

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Ryeowook clutched at his chest,his heart,as tears poured silently down his ashened face.
His breaths came in short, harsh gasps.
He couldn't breath.
He wanted to scream,he wanted to shout.
He wanted to make Kyuhyun come back,to make Kyuhyun stay.
He didn't think he'll be whole again.
As he watched the man he loved walk away from him.

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"I'm sorry Ryeowook,I have to go now."
"When are you coming back?"
"Never. I'm sorry."

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Carefully  you planned it.
I got to know just a minute too late,oh boy.
But now I understand it, all the times we made love together
Baby you were thinking of him.

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Ryeowook moaned as Kyuhyun grinded his hips
Slowly and sensually.
Rubbing their s together,Ryeowook never felt more complete.
Never felt more in love.

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"Jongwoon..Jongwoon.." Kyuhyun murmured into Ryeowoook's ravaged skin.
His name...
Wasn't Jongwoon.

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Why do I love you. Dont even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
Why did you have to be untrue
Why do I love you

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Ryeowook never understood why he wasnt enough for Kyuhyun.
Never understood why Kyuhyun wasn't satisfied with him.
Why Kyuhyun leaves him alone for days.
Only to come back with bite marks all over. 
It doesnt matter, he tells himself.
It doesn't matter, as long as he comes back.
It doesnt matter. So why is he crying?

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"Kyuhyun-ah,where are you going?"
"I'm going over to discuss some buisness propositions with Jongwoon Hyung."
"When are you coming back then?"
"In a few days."
Ryeowook lets him go.
He'll come back,he has to.

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Suddenly he's leaving
Suddenly the promise of love has gone
Suddenly,breathing seems so hard to do

~~

"I'm sorry Ryeowook,I have to go now."
"When are you coming back?"
"Never. I'm sorry."

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Ryeowook breaks down completely.

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Ain't going to show no weakness
I'm going to smile and show the whole world I'm fine.
But deep down where no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you.

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"Wookie-ah..let's go to ride the ferris wheel next okay?"
We used to come here together. Kyuhyun and I.
"Sure hyung! Let's go." Ryeowook smiled and grabbed Sungmin's hand.

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"I'll love you forever and ever. My cute little bunny Wook."
Ryeowook had grinned at Kyuhyun's words then.

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"Liar." Ryeowook whispered to himself.
Setting fire to everything that reminded him of Kyuhyun
He decided that enough was enough.
He wasnt going to think about the man anymore. 
He starred blankly into the flames.
As tears flowed down.

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Why do I love you,dont even want to
Why do I love you.

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Clutching at his heart, Ryeowook picked up his phone.
"Yobosaeyo?"
"Sungmin hyung, it hurts. It hurts so bad"
"Wookie? What are you talking about?"
"My heart,my heart hyung. It hurts."
"Where are you? I'll go over now."
*He left. Kyuhyun left."

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Why do I love you.

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