Note:

This chapter has hints to M-rated material and I wasn't sure should I rate this as M. I ended up not doing it, but instead putting a warning/note about that.

Anyway, wish you'll like the chapter!

CHAPTER SEVEN

In the end my heart decided what to do and I came over. For some reason, I was utterly nervous. Even though it was just you, bringing me to your home – not anybody else, I couldn't help but feel a little nervous. I tried to contain my shakiness – which was both due to raining and this situation, but it was in vain. I felt cold chills running down my thin body.

”You okay?” As you gently asked that, you put the lights on, which made this little apartment feel cozy. - I could smell your scent all over the place, which made this place feel even more lovely. I had visited your place before, of course, but usually you preferred coming over to my place for some reason, so I hadn't visited as often I'd have liked to visit.

Even though it wasn't my first time visiting your home, the atmosphere felt slightly different compared to times before. It was like.. We would be having a date? Blushing I replied to you; ”Yeah, it's just.. I'm cold, rain was kind of chilly.” As you glanced at me closely I felt myself being the most obvious person on earth. It was like I was asking you to come closer or something cheesy like that.

You reacted a whole lot different to my words than I had excepted when you smiled at me mishievously. I got a doubt that something wasn't right with your expression, but before I could think of it more, you walked beside me and took my hand, dragging me along. ”Wha..” I only got to say that, before we suddenly were in bathroom and you put the shower on – which poured warm water on us.

”What are you do-doing?” I yelled to you, yet my voice shattered as lovably warm water got our clothes soaked. You were so damn close, right behind me. I could feel your breathing against my neck and I gulped – what was this? Everything was weird, hot and you were too close to me, so that I couldn't even think straight as you slowly pushed yourself against me.

”Whaa..” I startled as you touched my skinny hips, massaging them a little, chuckling while you did so. ”I just wanted to make you warm,” you mumbled, smile in your voice. ”We-ll, usually when people go to shower, they don't wear clothes.” I stuttered, unbelievably nervous because of your touch on my stomach, as you traced your fingers there. Your touch was tingling everywhere on my body and I inhaled sharply – what was this? I asked from myself again.

”Oh is it so? Well let's take them off then!” You said cheerfully and pulled my plank top up, like you'd been waiting for my words. ”What, no, Baru wait!” I shouted in panic, cursing myself for saying such a thing. I still felt shivers in my skin as you touched me lightly and at the same time pulled my top off, laughing mishievously. ”Why hesitating, I bet you don't want your clothes getting soaked again silly,” You just said, chuckling gently simultaneously.

”Stupid,” I murmured, turning around and suddenly I realized that you didn't have your shirt on, just your tight blue jeans and your yellow duck socks and you were so close to me that I could feel your breath in my face. I looked you in the eye – gulping and being lost because of the situation. What was going on?

Before I gave enough thought to it, you were all of sudden kissing me in the hot shower and I was kissing you back, feeling fluttering butterflies everywhere and just like that I lost the track of time. Was it an evening? Or a night? I didn't know, but I didn't care about that at all. It was just us, our hot, wet lips together, kissing, giving and receiving.

You had wrapped your arm around me and I could feel sparks in my skin. I needed you to touch me, more, much more. ”Baru..” I moaned, not being able to resist or think straight. - I leaned against you and I could feel that you were trembling, which made me even more overwhelmed than I already was. I touched your bare chest, first shyly, then more cravely, wanting to feel it all.

I hadn't even noticed that my breathing had gotten heavier as I was this close to you, kissing you, feeling your muscles tensing up under my touch. It all was just so lovely, so much and I could feel our intimacy like this. Why hadn't I realized it before this? This thing between us which flamed, burned everything away, as we touched each other like this. It was just something so..

Suddenly I could feel your hand on my belt, trying to open it and I froze, even though I had no reason to. It felt just right – you doing that to me, kissing me, touching me gently as we were both half-... But this was different, entirely different. As you opened it I felt my pants loosening quit a bit and I inhaled quickly as you rested your hand on my lower stomach. Oh damn.

Somehow we ended up being against bathrooms wall, kissing and making out like our life would depend on it and I relaxed – even though my pants were without belt and you had somewhere along taken off your pants as well and had now only boxers. But I couldn't care a less – I was too focused on your lips, which I didn't want to separate from.

When you moved your hand lower, I just got along with it, but when you touched that something, I startled and moved an inch away. What was happening? Everything had happened just so suddenly and I had no clue how to react to it. You on the other hand, seemed scared. ”Di..d I do something wrong..?” You asked, drifting apart from me and I almost whined, no don't go, stay close to me now and always, don't...

I stepped forward and took your hands in mine, squeezing them tight. ”You didn't, it just.. I'm not used to these kind of things ” I said, looking you in the eye. Never before with one's I had been with, I hadn't gone this far. Just kissing, hugging and dating, stuff like that, not going further.

I smiled apologically and didn't let go of your hands. I just needed to confirm you that you hadn't done anything wrong and I was fine. Eventually your expression softened and you sighed, looking relieved. ”I see, well it's actually pretty much same for me, but I got kinda carried away..” You ruffled your hair, looking at ground and it was like you'd still be ashamed.

How silly you can get, seriously. ”It's okay, I mean I also got carried away, so all's fine, right?” I asked, just wishing that you wouldn't be like that and that I could close this useless gap between us again. ”Yeah.. but.. You're not ready to..do anything right?” Looking embarrased, in your black boxers and yellow duck socks, I couldn't help but chuckle to that.

”What?!” I'm being totally serious here and you just-” You were saying, clearly annoyed, but I interrupted it, by kissing your cheek and smiling like a fool. ”Sorry, you just look so adorable” I said, still laughing. You pouted to that, tiniest blush in your cheeks and I couldn't help it any longer. I closed the gap between us – and it was home.

As I hugged you I picked up my words carefully. ”I really want to do all kinds of things with you.. It's not been like that with anyone else this much, so don't think it's not a big deal, please. I just..Even though I want to.. I feel like I'm not ready to ”jump in a bed” right away. It just feels too sudden.. I want to do this properly, like..dating goes, you know.” Now I was the one who felt embarrased.

I could sense that you were smiling. Then you squeezed me tightly back and I sighed, inhaling your scent. Is this what heaven feels like? ”So, ”like dating goes,” eh? Awww I never knew you were such a romantic softie, honey,” You said teasingly to my ear. I couldn't help blushing as I yelped – sort of embarrased: ”Ehh, am not!” ”Sure,” you answered, hugging me even tighter, which felt so lovely that I closed my eyes for a second.

”I don't mind though.. I mean I'd love to do something with you, but we're in no hurry baby- Let's just take it easy, right?” You said quietly and I mumbled something vague to reply. You called me baby. - That was all I could notice, as I sinked in this feeling of safety in your arms.

”You seem sleepy,” You added, and I nodded, my eyes still closed. Then suddenly I felt that you picked me up and captured me to your arms – my eyes were entirely open now. ”Baru, wha-” It was just a mere moment and you had placed me in your bed as you were smiling above me. I was beneath you, confused as ever.

”What was that?! I didn't.-” Before I managed to complete my sentence, you wrapped your arms around me, smiling softly and gave a sweet and gentle kiss to my lips. I didn't mind at all and before I even realized it, I was already answering to your affection, kissing you back, like I'd want to dwell in this feeling for a long – which I actually did, as you kissed me even more when I kissed you back, feeling way too good.

After a while or more, I had lost the track of time. Was it an evening, or a night? Whatever it was, it was one of the happiest moments in my life. - I was leaning against you and playing with your hand as you talked to me, with your soft voice. I sighed happily and felt shivers all over me as you let me lean on you like this. It was just too good to be true.

”You know- I was supposed to yell at you when you carried me like a package and threw me to bed..But I sorta forgot about that,” I said somewhere along and I could hear your chuckling. ”I knew you did, that's why I kissed you that quickly so you couldn't protest” You murmured in your soft, sweet tone I had grown so accustomed to. ”What?” I stated, rising up and looking at your stupid, smiling – yet so handsome face.

You were grinning. ”Well, that's only natural, I knew you'd forgot about shouting as soon as I kissed you. You tend to fall quiet when I do that to you,” saying that with a playful grin, you ruffled my hair teasingly. I felt something tickling my stomach with a pleasant sensation and warmth was everywhere, in your fingertips, in this messy bed, in our half- bodies and in our hair which still was wet after our moment in the shower which had almost led to something else.

Even though it felt great, I pouted. ”Idiot.” ”Deaar, ” You replied and I frowned, then moving on top of you. ”Still stupid.” I said as you smiled to me, way too happily. ”Still cute,” You answered and bit my ear lobe, clearly teasing me. - I got shivers as you did that and I hid my face, being awkward.

”Oh so ears are your sensitive part?” You asked grinning and I cursed myself. And again, I was underneath you, as you kissed and bit my ears - which were probably bright red at the moment. Squirming, I tried to push you off but I wasn't able to and I sighed heavily as you moved on, to my neck – which felt lovely.

As you teased me like this I was just like a mess with these way too good feelings all over my body and since you kissed my neck and abdomen I couldn't quite focus on anything else. Somewhere along you halted though. ”Why did y..” I attempted to ask but you kissed me just then, softly and lightly, like just a caress in my lips.

Closing my eyes I my lips, still feeling your touch there. What you were doing to me? And so gently, like you'd been treasuring every single moment.”Honey, would you like to watch something and go to bed with me?” Asking that, you rose up and picked up some random shirt from the floor with penguins on it. It was blue and I almost said huge aww, because that look wasn't the one I was so used to. I guess you liked adorable things.

Smiling I answered ”Sure,” and so we did that. Snuggling beside each other, opening a tv and pulling blankets all over us, we watched some random tv show with cooks who tried to create delicious meals to celebrities. It wasn't that good, but it didn't matter. My company is the best after all, I thought, smiling sleepily as you had wrapped your arm around me and I leaned on your chest, sniffing your scent.

It didn't take long to fall asleep like this. It was cozy and warm and I was close to you. But when the morning came, it was entirely different, even though your arms were tightly around me and we had covers over our bodies. It was warm and felt lovely yes, but the sight I saw wasn't the thing I wanted to see the most at this hour in morning as I was snuggling half- beside you.

The thing – or to be more specific, person, was no one but your twin brother, whom I had seen only a couple of times. He was nice, but had some prejudices towards our music. I had no idea how he would react seeing his brother sleeping with his band mate, but his expression, shocked and sceptical didn't promise good. What was going to happen now?

Author's note:

First, I wish you enjoyed the update and I want to thank you so much for so many views, they have made my day numerous times. <3 

Also I want to apologize for taking my time with an update, I've been so busy in these days. Probably my next update will delay too ;_;

Anyway I hope that you - my lovely readers, will have a patience with me. ^^ Please look forward next chapter :3