❝Believe in me; 
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10th of May

"are you serious?!" i laugh at what Jongin told me about the day he went to Scotland for some trip and have tons of girls running towards him and surprisingly asking for his number "yeah , it was so scary" we're walking down to Oxford Street ,  just the two of us because i asked him to accompany me , i want him to choose a gift for Taemin since i think the one that i bought for him before was not really suit him . That's what i think but not Taemin . he loves it although i think he's just pretend that he likes it. 

"where is he anyways?" Jongin asked "he went for this little meeting in Bristol. he'll be back tonight" we head to the first mens clothes . Truthfully , i can't choose which one's better . everything looks amazing , and i know it'll look so cool on him , especially the suit. "what do you think , blue , or black?" i show Jongin two suit in two colours , black and blue . "maybe you should put it on" i gave him the blue ones and continue with the black ones. 

"why are you buying a suit again?" asked Jongin , giving me the black ones "i think he needs a new one , lets go to the shirt area". It really took us hours to pick which one is better and which one's not. I really appreacite him for accompany me even though i know he'd probably screaming on the inside , dying of boredom . "i'm sorry i made you come with me" the cashier hand me the paper bags before thanking us two 

"no it's fine. besides , i don't think Taemin would allow you going out alone" he smile . He really is a nice person. i met him back in the days where Taemin went to University of London whilst i'm in University of the Arts London. We often went to this cute little coffee shop to do our work and Taemin always invited Jongin to come along , and since then we became best friend. 

A very good best friend in many ways , he help us a lot ,  he cheers us a lot and give us support if we need some. I could spend my whole day with him if Taemin's busy because he's the only person Taemin would allow to go out with me if he's not in the city. "Jongin , there's something playing in my mind lately" i murmured but he heard every single words i say . he bend down a little as we walk down the street "what is it?" he asked . 

We stops . i don't know what is wrong with me lately but there is something playing in my mind that's bothering me , and i don't know why . what's the purpose of that thoughts keep playing in my mind. "after all these years , i was so scared that he might .. leave me" that really made him shock a bit . I can totally see that in his eyes and it's true that those things keeps replaying in my head , it hurts to be honest because i don't want to hurt myself from overthinking 

"you're just overthinking , he wouldn't do such things. he loves you . like a lot" he showed me his hands as he make a big circle with his hands , i chuckled "so stop thinking about those things cause you know what?" i look up to him , a smile creep on his face "because he told me he loves you , everyday" that really made me smile , truly . I can't believe he'd say those things to Jongin , everyday to be exact . Jongin put his arm on my shoulder as we walk together to the next shop . 

"I'm home" i heard his voice coming from the living room , i ran out from our bedroom to see him , having his shirt's sleeves rolled up to his elbow , buttoned almost half of the buttons . He smile as he saw me coming out from our room. "you hungry?" i asked but he shook his head no "i've eaten my dinner before i got here. have you eat anything yet?" i nod yes , helping him with his tie . 

"you look tired" he chuckle whilst his arm moving up to my waist "i am Jin. but it's good to see my fiance. i feel energetic once again" i laughed and he give a peck on the lips before walk back towards the room "you want something , like water or anything?" i ask from the kitchen "a water would do. Thanks love" with that he close the door while I pour some water into a glass 

I got into our room and place the glass on his side table , taking a seat on our bed . "what did you do today?" I look at him as he take off his shirt , showing me his bare muscular back . he let out a sigh "just some meetings and stuffs" i nods and he left to the shower , a quick one . He came to sit next to me on the bed and take the glass of wat