I am very very sorry for forgetting to upload so long! I know it will be hard to make up for it. I could go into details and tell you why I couldn't upload but I'd rather have you enjoy the story and not my problems :D

I honestly really missed her... I want to try this couple thing again, but I'm scared she'll turn me down. It's not the rejection what I fear, it's the awkwardness. I can't bear when we have tension in between us. then there's Jackson , they can be just friends but I don't know, her actions sometimes make me think otherwise. I should do something ... But what? I'll think about that later, right now I'm enjoying the sight of Jae his face right in front of me. I wish I could hug her and be this close to her more often. 

I got up before she woke up to avoid that awkward atmosphere. I could tell today was not going to be a good day! I was feeling down and not in the mood to do anything. Honestly if you ask me how do I know that I love her, I'd tell you that in moments like this , when I'm not feeling well I want to spend time with her. Be close , cuddle , watch something or do something together. It was still winter break and I knew Jae hi was a sleepy head so I left a room. At around 12 pm. I was going down the stairs when I saw Mark and Minhye coming to my direction while holding hands. Well this day isn't that bad after all. If they got back together I don't have to worry about leaving the room. Plus we don't have to come up with a plan to make them up. We chatted a little and I went on. Now that I don't have to think about them getting back together I was thinking about jaehi. Think sehun think! How can I make her not reject me?! I mean she clearly has some feelings too. If she wouldn't have any she would just ignore me or be ignorant towards me. So there's hope.. I went to my friends place and stayed there for couple of hours . Then we met with our other friends and went bowling .. I had to get my head cleared.. I was sitting by the table when Minseok approached me :

-Ey why is our little sehun so gloomy today?

-Hyung I'm having a girl problem 

-Uh how come you've never told us that, okay spit it out haha

- Do you remember Jaehi, my ex from like 3 years ago?

-of course I do, she was your only ex I liked 

- yeah well we are in the same school and I have feeling for her, again.. but I don't want to tell her because I'm scared of being rejected and being awkward

- hm... Look you know I believe in fate right? So I think this is fate, think about it. There are many schools in this city but you chose the one she was in, without knowing I mean. Plus it has been what 2,3 years since you guys last meet and you still developed feelings for her. She could have turned out as someone you hate but she didn't . So what i think is that first of all you should show her that you really care for her and you're not playing around. But you have to do it slowly so that she doesn't feel weird about it... Does this make sense ?

- yes! It makes a perfect sense! Thank you hyung so much! - after that I joined my friends again and when we were done bowling and separated I tested Jae hi: "where are you?" She replied soon : "in our room , why?" " I'm coming now, do you want me to bring something ?" It took her longer to reply to this one : " yeah just grab some snacks, let's watch a movie. And bring ramen I'm starving keke". Geez I don't want to take it slow I want to kiss her and hug her now! But it might scare her off. I'm just gonna go with my gut! Whatever I will feel like, I'll do that. I bought everything I wanted and went in the room. She was reading and when saw me she smiled. I think she was having one of those days that I'm having right now, the smile she had on was genuine but still kinda had a feeling of sadness. Then we started chatting and decided to watch a horror movie , it's odd how much she liked horror movies while she's so scared of them . We were eating ramen and the mood was way lighter then when I entered:

-hey little piggy- I mocked her 

-yah, look at yourself ! Your shirt is all covered in stains - I looked down on my shirt and it was clean, then I heard her laughing

- oh playing tricks, I see - I smirked

- hahaha someone was so proud of being smart 

- I am smart ! - she chuckled and said , yeah sure with a smirk and we continued eating. When we were almost finished there was one last piece of sliced pickles left and I wanted it but she also reached out for it. I threw her a glare, she did the same. Then I got hold of the pickle and was about to eat it when she pointed behind me with a shocked face, and I can't believe I felt for that one. She grabbed the pickle and laughed really hard. Before I could snack it from her she put half of it in , while having a mocking face. So this is how were playing right? Muahahah I'm gonna get that pickle! I started nearing her with a devilish smirk on my face, she's such a silly girl by the time I had her by the wall she could have eaten the whole thing but she was terrified muahaha. I "slammed" my hand behind her head and kissed her while bit the rest of the pickle so, 2 in 1 for me. Her lips were salty and soft.Touchdown!! I honestly didn't want to break the kiss, but ... But what? I don't want to ? I don't have to! When I parted away she was looking at me with a surprise on her face, but not an angry one her cheeks were red and she was breathing heavily. She was looking at my lips and I think she was thinking about the same thing as me. Now I leaned towards her, giving her the time to push me away. But she didn't! Then I reached her lips, still salty but damn, they tasted so good! And she responded !!! She kissed me back! I put my hand around her waist to keep her closer to me. I want to feel as much of her as possible! Then she not only responded but put her hands around my neck, and grabbed my hair! This is getting  hot! Maybe this day isn't so bad after all  ...