I paused, holding my chest. I felt an excruciating pain on my chest as I walk across the street, obects started swirling and becoming hazy, my knees were trembling like jelly I'm loosing out my balance then suddenly, it out.....

I woke up in white images, a man with white cloth roving around. I cursed through the air puffing, my head hurts.I heard an approaching thuds. I looked up. It's a doctor and I'm in a hospital... I bowed and he bowed back "Well, Yoon Min Ah ssi" he started, squaring his shoulder, and handing me a white folder.. "That is the findings of the test we've made recently" he lulled. "Now excuse me" with nothing more to say, he swept out the room. I breathed, running my fingers along the folder before opening it......Tears started forming in my eyes as I begun to read the result, unleashing one sob, then finally streamed down on my cheeks, blurring my vision.".what the heck is this?" I muttered.(Kriiiiiing! Kriiing!) the phonne rung, I grabbed the phone immediately and answerd the call..

"Oh, oppa" 

"Min Ah yah, are you okay? are you home?" said Chanyeol across the line. 

"Yes" I lied, I don't want him to worry.

"Ah, okay then, you have cold?" his voice started panicking..

"Aniyo, aniyo don't mind it, oppa I should rest first, don't worry about me huh? this is nothing.. really" I urged him.

"Okay, I was so worried that's why I called you" he said, letting out a sigh, "Ahm, I hope we can hang out again without anyone to interfere." he added. once again, he sighed. "Good night Min ah yah," he said in a sweet goodbye. "Neh" I nodded and hung up the phone.

I grabbed again the folder, checking out the results, reading it again and again..

"what will happen to me?" I questioned unconsciously.............

(Monday Morning) 

Oh it's Kris oppa, reading book. I hid behind the trees to watch him over, watching him from afar brings me silence. How can he ever notice me?. It hurts me whenever I question so many ambigous things, including him who's been bothering my thoughts lately,..I bit my lip, tears wanted come out but I didn't want to cry. I shut my eyes to prevent the tears from falling, I felt a sharp object  peircing my heart. This always happens. I huffed and then stood up.

"What are you doing here?" he snapped, I felt bomb exploding inside my chest, nervously pacing backward.

"a-ah, I'm reading!" I showed him my note book and acted reading..He laughed sarcastically, "Do you think I'll buy that? were you stalking me? huh? just like what others ALWAYS DO" he barked, greeting his teeth, emphasizing the last 2 words he spoke.

"No!" I almost shouted. He grabbed my arms tightly, "I know what you want" he said huskily. "No I didn't want anything! let go of me aw!" I finally shouted, disentangling myself from him, his hands were like metal that were wrapped around my hands. He crushed my lips on his' it hurts! he's punishing me! I can not fight back, he's too stong, I didn't want it to be like this, no!..I let out a sob, that made him stop..

'"!," he cursed. I ran as fast as I could! with tears that I didn't bother to wipe. 

Why he's so rude to me?..

-mguino23