Morning came and and the stars disappear when the sun starts to shine , Luhan's sleep disappear as well when the birds started to tweet at his window .

He tried to get himself of the bed but his head felt heavy and his sight was a little blurred 

"Ugh what happened ?" a small groan escaped his lips.This feeling of numbness was very similar with the ones he used to experience when he was given sleeping pills "...wait a sec " Luhan tried to recall the events from yesterday in order to understand what was wrong with him

Some faded scenes started to play in front of his eyes : him writing , someone covering his eyes , panic  a pen and blood . "Xiumin!" the shout wake up the older boy who was resting in an uncomfortable position on the chair .

"Luhan , I'm here what happened ? Calm down "  Minseok instincts made him hug the younger , seeing his scared and watery eyes concerned the Korean boy.

"Xiumin I'm sorry , I'm so sorry " Luhan cried in the latter's arms "Y-you...must hate me , who wouldn't"

"Calm down , would you ? If someone should apologize that would be me for sure .I acted without thinking and you got scared , is not your fault " Minseok spoken with a small smile on his lips in order to calm the one in his arms 

"B-but you're hurt Minseok ... " the Chinese pointed to the bandage covering the wound 

"It's just a little scratch ,don't worry I'll be more than fine . Now that we clarified the situation and everything is fine I'll should go in my room to take a shower and prepare for breakfast , cause my stomach needs food as soon as possible" just after he finish speaking Minseok's stomach grumbled making Luhan chuckle 

"Hurry or I'm afraid you'll eat me instead ...By the way Xiumin ...thank you a lot " Luhan's laughter faded away and now he was playing awkwardly with his fingers not looking at the other 

"You silly ,why are you thanking me ? "

"You didn't left me ...I thought you were gone that's why I screamed your name earlier " a pink shade was blooming on Luhan's cheeks and he didn't knew what that feeling meant

"I wont leave you that easy , you are stuck with me for a while " Xiumin said with a wide grin that showed his gummy smile "So cute "Luhan thought

But instead of speaking his mind out he choose to just nod

"I'll leave , don't stay in bed for too long or I'll eat without you ~"

Luhan couldn't help but smile hearing the latter's voice . They were kind of close before yesterday too but in this morning they seem to be different . 

More lively than ever and even somehow happy despite the incidents from yesterday Luhan started to prep himself from a new day , Xiumin's words on replay in his mind  "I wont leave you that easy , you are stuck with me for a while "

"How is Xiao Lu doing ?" mrs Cho asked Xiumin when he entered in the kitchen .Xiumin was surprised that she knew about him going to watch after Luhan .

"I saw you entering his room last night ,and I also heard some giggles in the morning " the old woman said smiling "Kim Minseok you are amazing , in 10 years I don't think I ever heard my boy's laugh even once , thank you from the bottom of my heart " 

"Mrs Cho don't , I don't deserve your thanks ...I didn't do anything special , I just..."

"You don't realize but you are a real important person for my Lu " she interrupted the boy "That's why I thank you , you make him become the old Luhan I almost forgot existed "

After a peaceful morning and piano lessons afterwards the boys were in the garden chatting 

Luhan wanted to ask Minseok about his life ,and why he has a tutor just like him ...but he didn't want to make the older feel bothersome

"Just tell me already !" Xiumin said as he put his cup of tea on the table 

"What ?" Luhan was confused 'Did he realized? No way ' he thought

"You want to ask me something since we got here , go on , ask , I wont mind" the korean said with a small smile

"How ?" he was in awe 

"Well ...let's just say I can read people . So?" 

"I was wondering ...why do you have a tutor? ...you know why I have one so I think is fair for me to know more about you "

"Ah, I see...well I guess I'll tell you , is not like I have something to hide from you..."

"Only if you're ok with that "

"I'm ok , don't worry "Xiumin stated "As I told you when we first meet , I don't know who my parents are . I was abandoned one day after I was born . I had hearth problems and the doctors said I didn't have chances to live more than one year , and I guess mum and dad got scared and left me ...I don't judge them tho ...I heard they were young and poor so taking care of my health would have been hard"

"But still Minseok , they left you like that , it must have been hard for you ..."

"It was at first ...I spent my first two years of life in a hospital all alone with other kids like me . Then I was moved to an orphanage and that was the most awful period of my life , the kids were bad as well as the ones who were there to take care of us and fill the blank space left by our parents . I was beaten by the olders and I was near a heart attack because of one boy who locked me into the basement."those kat-like eyes were full of tears now "But heavens were good to me and one day at the orphanage came Mrs Kim . She is an extravagant yet beautiful and kind person . I was 5 at that time , she saw me in a corner and as she says "I fell for you and your eyes " and adopted me . I'll forever be thankful to her , if she wouldn't save me I assume I'd be dead by now. And that's pretty much my story " the older one ended with a weak smile 

"You suffered so much , Xiumin you're one of the most strong persons I know ...I don't know lots of people but

I'm sure you are the strongest of them all " 

"I guess so ... I don't really think about it " Minseok was blushing and he knew it ...such a strange yet pleasant feeling for the boy 

The feeling of happiness , of safety ...you can only feel them when you're in love . Hearing compliments from the one your heart aches and your cheeks are turning crimson is the best feeling in the world and nothing can replace it .

Knowing that you are the reason someone smiles brings you on the edge of the world

Every obstacle is easier to pass when you're not alone 

Nothing is impossible if you love.

And even if you don't say it out loud my eyes can see the love in yours when you look at me 

 A/N : Long time no see my beloveds ~ I have to make a confession : the thought of giving up on writing the story came in my mind a while ago ...and that because I feel like I'm not a good enough writer >< But I decided to continue for the sake of my subbies and also because I love the story line . 

I need to know tho if you like the fic...or if you want me to change some things here and there ~ I feel blessed for having my dear readers on my side 

You mean a lot for me 

LOVE YA !!

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