Jongin POV

Y/N said she was going to bed now, I wondered why she was going in so early, I got out of the pool to go ask her but the Joon min manager called me..

Joon min: " Jongin sooman is here, tell the others. Oh yea and he wanna see you "

Jongin: " What for? "

Joon min: " I don't know, something "

Jongin: "Ok where is he "

Joon min: " Oh three rooms down from yours and Y/N's own "

Jongin: " OK Lemme go "

I went to meet Sooman, I stood infront the door, I was about to knock then I saw Y/N walked into the room, I was about to go follow her but then the door open with a tired looking Sooman. He invited me in..

Sooman: " So how are you and Y/N going? "

Jongin: " Good. Why? "

Sooman: " I was thinking right, I should've never force this girl on you, I mean I should leave you to fall in love with the girl you want right? "

Jongin: " Yes, but why the sudden change in mind "

Sooman: " I don't know "

Jongin: " Are you drunk? "

Sooman: "Might, Or tight "

Jongin: " Hm~ It's not really a problem Sooman "

Sooman: "So are you gonna be marrying her still? " 

Jongin: " I'm not sure about that "

Sooman: " We can do that here "

Jongin: " But-"

Sooman: "You can just simply sign the papers or just stay as a couple for awhile "

Jongin: " I don't know "

Sooman: " I prefer if you stay as a couple first and then see what happens next "

Jongin: " Right.."

Sooman: " So, What do you want? "

Jongin: " I'll think about it. I'll tell you tomorrow "

Sooman: " Ok, You can go now I need to sleep "

Jongin: " Ok, Later "

I walked out of his room and my mind was sudden filled with questions, 'Do I like her', 'shouldI stay with her or end it', 'Do I need her', 'What should I do?'. I felt a headache coming up. I walked nto the room and was about to go into the bathroom when I saw Y/N on the bed already asleep. I just remember she was in here, I walked up to the bed and i just stood there looking at her, I couldn't look away. She just look so...beautiful. The way the moonlight shine on her face, the way she looks peaceful in her sleep, the way she softly breathes, it all looked...precious. I was about to get into the bed but then remembered I had to go bath, so I went along and took a bathe and put on my clothes. Then I got into the my bed. I truned to look her way and got off mine and walked across to hers and laid down with her. I wrapped my arms around her, it felt wrong but right at the same time. I'm so confusing, but I couldn't help it.

Jongin: " Sleep well Y/N "

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Y/N: " So why were you like that before? "

Jongin: " I guess I just felt....a little...lonely "

Short update for today~

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