Depression in Five Stages

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Joon had his story already. Almost falling in love with someone else while the lover he thought dead lived on. But how must Mir have felt, knowing Joon was alive, but captured - an assured death? How did he handle it, the stages of grief and depression, over time? This is Mir's story, what occurred parallel to It Can Never Be You. 

Foreword

Excerpt:

Mir blinked, dusky eyelashes shielding him from the sun’s bright rays as he squinted. Carrion birds swirled in the deceptive blue sky above. Not a cloud in the sky, no rain to quench the parched, cracked ground on which he lay. Where was he? The stench of blood filled his nostrils, that ugly metallic scent, he could even taste it on his split lip. With the smells came the sounds, screams of pain, groans of the dying. A battlefield.

his broken and chapped lips he gently inclined his head, looking down the planes of his body. Torn leather armor that hadn’t done any good against the swords of the enemy, neat white bandages soaked crimson lacing his chest. He leaned his head back, not caring for the dust that tangled in his matted hair, the rest of him was already covered in it, after all.

Who had done the bandaging for him? Who had taken the time, out of all the dead that needed burial, and all the injured that needed anything that could be given, why was he chosen? Mir was not used to receiving attention, and certainly not that of the life saving kind. There was only one person who would do such a thing for him. Where was Joon? It had to be him, and Mir nearly managed a smile at that. His Joon, protecting him at such a time. It should not have made him feel so special, that the man he loved had abandoned his troops, his duty, those lives, the very instant he had been stuck down. It shouldn’t have increased the adoration, affection, in his heart – and yet it did, all the same.

Ah Joon…Joonie-Hyung. Oppa, if he was in a little bit of an ‘interesting’ mood. He thought about craning his neck to the side to look for him, surely he was nearby, before he thought better of it. He was finally beginning to realize just how much his entire body hurt. Not only bruises, torn and battered muscles from the exertions of the day, but mental exhaustion as well. It had taken everything he’d had to lift his head a little bit ago. He hoped fervently that Joon would be back soon so he wasn’t just saved from death only to die of dehydration, or something as silly and preventable as that.

At last there was a shuffling sound from behind him and he nearly moaned with relief. Finally, Joon was back. A figure blocked the sun, and Mir would have given him everything he hand in his thanks. He felt if he’d had to suffer another moment under that blistering heat he would have become an empty, baked, corn husk of a person. Or pan fried fish on the wood stove burner too long, blackened to a crisp. But when his vision re-adjusted, it was not to see the curly dark red-brown of his lover’s hair, it was a different man. 

 

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A/N: So this is a sequel to It Can Never Be You - finally I'm doing it!!! In the meantime check out the original, or one of my other stories while you wait for the first chappie to be posted <3

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A Reasonable Case of Stalking (Baekren - OneShot, C) ~ The Derpy Horror (Baekyeol - OneShot, C) ~ Run And Hide, Hide and Seek (Krishan - Oneshot, C) ~ It Can Never Be You (Joomi - Chaptered, C) ~ Count To Five (Baekren - Chaptered, C) ~ A Monster's Tears (Baekren - Fourshot, C) ~ Entrapped: Sun and Moon (Baekren - Chaptered, C) ~ Forgive Me Not (Baekren - Fourshot, C) ~ Now You See Me (Jongkey - Fiveshot, C) ~ What A Boy Wants (Baekren - Chaptered, C) ~ Depression In Five Stages (Joomi - Fivershot, C) ~ Amour: Fingers Crossed (Coming Soon) ~ 1,001 Each (Kritao - Chaptered, O) ~ Death Becomes You (Kritao - Oneshot, O) ~ The Other Side Of Glory (Xiuhan - Chaptered, O) ~ Death And The Innocent (Baekren - Oneshot, O)

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GenerationX
#1
Chapter 6: I was so happy to see you updated!!! Poor Mir went through a lot. It was very moving when he realised it was Joon behind him. I loved this story very much, just like its first part. You did a great job!^^ thank you vey much for making me feel so many emotions throughout this story.
Karenkitty1092 #2
Chapter 6: Oh man Mir is out of his mind.I hope someone helps Mir out before he goes really crazy.Thanls for the update.
GenerationX
#3
Chapter 4: Now that was the last straw... Mir is totally out of hus mind. This was unescapable I guess. He was too deeply in love with Joon nd had hoped too much. It seems so unfair that no one seems to understand him or try to help him... Joon needs to hurry up and go back to him otherwise he'll drown in insanity.
Karenkitty1092 #4
Chapter 4: Awww poor Mir.I hope he doesn`t lose his mind.Thanks for the update.
GenerationX
#5
Chapter 3: Poor Mir is going out of his mind. He shouldn't let gimself being drawn into this but I can understand he is just helpless. What can he do? There's no way to make Joon come back. He can only hope his threat would have worked. I'm so sad for him...
Thanks for the update despite your hectic life
GenerationX
#6
Chapter 2: I can't really nail Chanyeol. He seems to be a thoughtful man and yet, he can be so cold to Mir. One moment he seems to understand him and even share his pain and the next moment he sounds like a careless man who slightly relished in making Mir ache. Mir is a mess and I don't think Chanyeol's behaviour is helping him much. But Mir's sudden fits of anger where he lets his rage flows are just incredibly painful. Thanks for the update!^^
GenerationX
#7
Chapter 1: That first chapter was very moving. Mir is so helpless and he is so confused. And Chanyeol's behaviour leaves him completely numb. His denial is sotrong it is really sad. Though we know Joon is alive, I can't help but think "what if he wasn't". Then this denial is just too cruel and hard. You gave us a great chapter here. I'm looking forward to rhe other stages of this depression. But I won't hide you I'm incredibly releived to know they'll be reunited in the end.
GenerationX
#8
oh my! thznk you for this sequel! I find your writing so beautiful I'm glad your back! and Mir os my bias so I couldn't ask for more! thanks a lot! this foretaste wzs already very gripping!
Karenkitty1092 #9
Yay I was waiting for this sequel.