For you guys is not Friday yet but I gave you UPDATE tonight...Happy Read.....

            Tears was falling and i still sitting on taxi nowhere to go.
            “ where we go miss?” the taxi driver ask me

            “byeongbuk cemetery please...” i think the only place i could go right now is where him be

After 30 minutes finally i got in cemetery and  start walking to his place in silent.

*the (..) is sunggyu answering on her mind*

“anyeong, it’s been long time..”(yes it is)

“ sorry i don’t bring anything with me, I don’t even know I gonna came here today,everything happen so fast…” ( what fast? the taxi? You doesn’t like speeding up,what happen?)

“no the taxi driver not speed up much” (ok,so what happen…?)

“do you think I can be next to him,raising him….” (don’t ask me *chuckle, what anout you think? You can't raise him?)

“I don’t know gyu, it’s so hard, my brain said yes my heart say  it’s hard…” I started to sit infront of him hugging my knee

“can I do it alone, without you.....” I started to pleading infront his imaginary self
(Jinhee I know just do think and not overthinking, where is she now?)

“she’s…( and it’s already 3 years, it’s time to make a new start not with me but with our son,and he needs you more than you  know?)”

“should I , (yes idiot)” and I chuckles for what he said

And I just smiled in front of  him

“and I still loved you even thou you called me idiot you know it” (yes I am), just that my phone ringing

* Stars fall and the world goes blind boy,you know, I’ll be savin my love for you,for you*
                                                               ariana grande-best mistake

“even my phone agree …..”

“hello…”

“Nuna where are you right now? We’re worried…”

“ don’t worried i will back to the house, I just met someone ..”

“ really you agree for moving in…??” he yelled like a kid got new toy

“yes, I called ommonim and  abeonim just enjoy your lunch Myungsoo…”

“jinja onnie you move in , great I don’t take another thinking phase,no turn back you already do it for 3 years” sunghee yelled myungsoo must be speakerphone it...

“ I’ll got it see you all tonight”

‘After  myungsoo call I called my ex-parents in law and tell them about my decision they so happy and  told me they gonna make a feast dinner and this time is not for they late- son but for their daughter  in law yes daughter in law.

And I take my way go back to my apartement and take some things, and before 8 I already here my old house, the Kim’s Residence. The maid opened the door like they already knew I gonna come, they take my suitcase and take it with her.

“ the other already wait in the dining room Mam” she said

“ oh thank you…” I started walking to dinning room and it’s like de javu when the 1^st time I came back, but no more black suit and dress on everyone, and  just big smile in everyone face like someone had birthday party and  long waited main person is come.

“hello all,sorry for waiting, I got some stuff first…”

“ yeah why took so long, I’m hungry” Dongwoo oppa said

“sorry..”

“kwenchanayo nuna we already for 3 year a couple hour is no problem” Sungjong said

“ Just sit dear,we start the dinner, shall we.” Mrs.Kim said

The dinner got really well so warm with everybody and conversation just flowing from everyone like an old time. Maybe because Howon  not here the tension like before is dissepear on air.

“Halmeoni …..” Hyuk walking to Mrs.Kim “I’m Sleppy…”he yawned

“Oh our little boy is sleppy should we go to bed now?” she said

“but…” he whispered something to Mrs. Kim

“Of course you can, go tell her….” She said and looked at  me

“What ?” I asking the little boy

“can you read  me a story before I sleep tonight?” he asked while hide his body to Mrs. Kim

“…..I…..I think I can…” I smiled at him and give my hand to him

“really, the pretty Jinhee gonna read me stories…..” he take my hand  and  took me to his room running

“ Don’t forget to brushed your teeth before Hyuk…” Mr.Kim shouted

            After the night time stories,suddenly the little boy asked  me

“so what should I called you?” he ask me
     
I stunned for his question, because mother-son  relationship  I know  is not like this, they do not need other agreement for what  they calling each other. And I not feeling good enough and told him to call me his mother, I started being chicken  again.

“ Hmmnnnn….. I don’t know? I’m Okay with pretty Jinhee…”

“ No, I don’t want to call my umma like that….” He whine

“ Umma??” i'm dazed.... someone please pinch me

“ Keureom  My Umma, umma can I call you that am I ?”

“hmm…… sure,what can I call you then?” still blinking for unbelieveness

“ My son because I am  umma son, the one and the only son”  and he yawned

“ it’s decided then my son…. Let’s sleep then, Goodnight” I said kissed his temple

“let’s sign the contract then…”  he suddenly sit on his bed

“Sign??”

He take my hand  and make pinky promise and sign my palm with his finger,,like his father always do when we make promises to each other. And he gave my his palm to sign, and I do it.

“ Now It’s official I have a Mom ,and my mom  have me forever” he said and tucked  in to his blanket and close his eyes. I smiled and feels my eyes become hot, I swallowed the tears and turn of  the lamp and close the door.

“ And now I moving on……together with our son gyu” (yes,you are…)

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