Posted on Wednesday by: Huang ZiTao

I'm writing this blog while Kris is asleep.

He's really cute.

He always has been.

I made him sleep over just so I could get to spend more time with him.

He was nervous to sleep in the same bed after all of this time.

I told him not to be.

I told him I forgive him for what he's he done.

He just needs to be here now.

He needs to be here now at this time because I don't want to kill myself.

I need him.

Posted on Thursday by: Huang ZiTao

Kris did it.

He did it again.

He made me smile.

I can't remember the last time I smiled.

I'm so...

I can't believe it...

I...

I'm still smiling..

I can't..

I...

Thank you, Kris.

Posted on Friday by: Huang ZiTao

Kris found out I have a blog...

He may or may not be reading it right now.

I have his blog open in another tab.

I feel so stupid for not realizing he cared all this time.

In his blogs he talks about how he felt bad for me...

He still...

Likes me...

Too...

He wants to date again...

And I want it too...

I really do still love him...

I missed him...

Posted on Sat