Posted on Thursday by: Huang ZiTao

Today Sehun brought me lunch.

He helped me eat it.

After school we were doing our project, and he asked about Kris.

I told him it was the past that kept trying come back, and he nodded.

I'm glad he didn't ask anymore questions.

He did ask why I had tried to kill myself though.

I told him it was because I had heard something.

I had heard something that ruined my mind and sanity.

He asked what it was.

I told him.

He told me to just not focus on Kris.

He told me to focus on him.

I'm so thankful for him.

I'm so thankful...

Posted on Friday by: Huang ZiTao

I can't stop crying.

I was reminded of it.

Of them...

My parents...

My brother...

I can't feel my fingers.

I miss them so much.

I miss them...

I want them back...

They were the only reason I hadn't killed myself earlier after Kris left.

They helped me through it, but then...

That stupid ing car.

They were killed in a car crash from a drunk driver.

They all were torn away from me within seconds.

.

I can barely see what I'm typing.

Remembering hurts.

It hurts so badly.

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