Posted on Tuesday by: Huang ZiTao

I feel sick.

Luhan keeps hurting me.

Why is he back?

Why does he want to hurt me so badly?

Nothing makes sense anymore.

Please.

Someone just tell me what to do.

I'm constantly thinking about suicide.

Sehun is here to help me, but when he's not I cut so much that the blood pools around my feet.

Please.

I don't want to be like this anymore.

I just want someone to help me.

I want this all to end.

Why can't this end?

Posted on Wednesday by: Huang ZiTao

No.

No.

No.

No.

Please NO.

LUHAN TOLD EVERYONE WHO HE WAS.

HE TOLD EVERYONE ABOUT MY OLD RELATIONSHIP WITH KRIS.

HOW WE DATED.

BUT.

HE ADDED HOW I WAS BASICALLY KRIS'S , AND I BEGGED FOR EVERYDAY.

HE LIED.

I CAN'T BREATHE.

PLEASE.

PLEASE SOMEONE KILL ME.

EVERYONE HATES ME.

EVERYONE HATES ME SO MUCH NOW.

HELP ME.

Posted on Thursday by: Huang ZiTao

I think it's time I kill myself now.

Sehun told me to stay away from him when he heard what Luhan said.

The only person I cared about was gone.

Kris tried to correct everyone, but it didn't work.

Nothing will work.

I'm holdi