Posted on Friday by: Huang ZiTao

I feel sick today.

I feel like my body has a heavy weight over it, and I can't get rid of it.

My body shakes for no reason.

Maybe I'm really sick...

Maybe today I'll eat for the first time this week?

I don't really want to, but if I get sick I won't be able to pay for the bills...

I hope I don't get sick...

Posted on Monday by: Huang ZiTao

Today the teacher put us into partners.

I was lucky she didn't put me with that bastard.

Instead she put me with Sehun; he's just as quiet as me.

It took a little bit for us to actually talk about what we were going to do.

He suggested we go to my house to work on the project, because his parents would have questions and he wanted to avoid that.

I agreed.

I wouldn't want my parents questioning me about anything.

Luckily, they aren't here anymore.

Posted on Tuseday by: Huang ZiTao

I caught him staring at me today.

Why would he stare at me?

I'm nothing to him anymore.

He really makes my skin crawl.

He really doesn't understand what he's done to my mind.

I wish he'd just stop.

I wish he'd just ignore me or come be my friend again.

Doing this is not ok.

He doesn't realize how many marks appear